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Sunday, July 4, 2010- I've hurt my backbone. And whenever I trip on things, it will hurt like mad.
And yes, this started to happen since NAPFA test.
For more than one month, I've hurt my back. My family members thought that it was just nothing, just plain muscleaches.. But yeah, after one month of enduring the pain, I'm seeking treatment.
I've seen myself really sacrificing a lot for this dream that I want to achieve. Hell yeah. I'm not going to give up. Never am I gonna do that. I'm going all out, even if it takes my life (Hopefully it does not have to take my life though...).
Well, looking at myself, I'm the kind of person who has been an advisor, supporter, motivator and a friend to many. I've been the kind of person "who will always be there". But when I look around myself, and I can only see some people looking up to me, but there was noone to sit down with me, and truly listen about my life. Well, I've never had one, a person who can actually sit down with me, and hey, just give me a heart-to-heart talk.
And yeah.. Its so normal to me that I will not feel comfortable if someone is to do so with me although I know that I might need one.
But still, its okay. All I need to feel now is love. Love from my parents. Love from my friends. Basically, just..Love. That will be a great feeling to have right now.
I'm still moving forward even without these. I know that I'm still on a pursuit for happiness. One that will not only give happiness to me, but also my parents. One that will also bring joy to others. And I'll continue fighting even if takes everything out of me, because I know that it will be worth it.
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