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Monday, March 30, 2009- Back. I did not go out for a jog just now. My ankle just hurts too much. Maybe I'll do it tomorrow. My arms are aching because of the chin ups and pull downs that I have done. My goal to 60 chin ups in one shot is still not yet reached.
Hmm, although NAPHA test is like, more than 1 year away, I'm planning to not only ace it, but to also do so well, it will feel like child's play. Dang, still a long way to go.
heh. nothing to post about. Maybe next time yeah? bye..
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- Hey again. Sorry for being late, but heres a few photos I've got from Speech Day in YTSS.
I'd better post some photos before having a 5km jog in the stadium. Hopefully ankle doesn't hurt.
Some photos are really unclear, so.. I shouldn't be posting them. If I've found any photos around which are related, I will do so. (:
Well, here we go...
NPCC Sec 3s '09/Sec 4s '10. Remember that I'm always proud of you guys.
Stephanie and Mas! Stephanie got soo damn random. look at her attire! LOL
Weifun and me. Well, she asked me to take photo with her first!!
Valerie and me. Haha, had memorable good 'ol days having fun with her at 2007. Not to mention that I was rooting for her and Sylvia back then during NDP parade in YTSS (:And oi! My junior is all grown up! LOL
Oh yeah. I'd better be off going for a jog now. See you.
*You grow stronger, or you wait to suffer*
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Saturday, March 28, 2009- Hey, finally back again. Check this picture out. Taken around last week..
Guess where its at?Its at freakin' Pulau Ubin! And its so damn nice. If you can't see what's so nice about it, then look at the horizon. See the lights shining down to Earth from the sky?
Well, what actually happened was that it was raining from 6 am till arnd 7+ am. The clouds at the end over there just began to clear up.
And it looked like as if heaven's lights are shining on Earth. Pretty nice here.
Hmm, I have more to post about yesterday and today, but I shall post about this later. Look forward to it yeah..
I'm gonna study. And when I'm done with it, I will exercise and do lotsa eating. So, see ya around soon.
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Saturday, March 21, 2009- Hey, I'm finally back. For the past few days, I have learnt quite a few lifeskills.
I was reminded that life will not be fair at some times, and to some, most of the times. They are all tests from God, which we have to face in order to be better people. There are problems which exist and they may seem like "Why the hell do they even exist? Its a big pain in the ass." But still, we have to ask ourselves on the possibilities on why they happen? Why is it that they happen to you? Or why does God let it exist? Take for example, mosquitoes. They are blood suckers, they cause sicknesses, and dengue mosquitoes can kill at times. They are definitely irritating. But perhaps, they are lessons for us to be patient, and be vigilant. Also, we know that mosquitoes breed at stagnant water. Perhaps, we have to be disciplined enough to clear off water and to respect the environment around us. I have taught about this, and its cool to learn such things. Still, God knows best.
Dad told me a thing or two about helping and charity. I'm glad that he understands about my will to help because I really do care about the society and the needy. But he told me that I shouldn't be too hard on myself to help the others right now. He told me that it is not the right time, helping people beyond my capabilities. He advised that I can do that next time where there is more time to learn and not now. What he agreed about my decision I have made long time ago was that I have decided that I can study smart, get a good certificate of education, get a great job, get a lot of money and be involved in charity and volunteer around. And yeah, of course, I can't agree more. I admit that I can't even help myself right now, yet I am trying too hard just to help a lot of people around me. Charity does start at home. Charity starts where you should help yourself first, help your mother as much as possible, followed by your dad, and then your other family members and relatives, followed by the society. Its really true, indeed.
Well, I just had a long exercise to relieve myself from 5.51pm to 7-8pm at the gym. Cycled under the block, when I saw a person running away, followed by and old man who seemed angry. The old man asked me at which direction he went. Of course, I honestly told him. I discovered that the old guy was punched on the face for no reason. That teenage kid gave a cheapshot. And you know what? The old guy lost a tooth. Poor guy. Of course, I did not accept the fact that the teenage kid punched him. Firstly, the old man is my neighbour, secondly, he is a senior citizen and thirdly, that was a cheapshot and for no reason, he gave a cheapshot. We lost that kid, but soon again, we saw him. I dropped my bag and bicycle and sprinted towards him and of course, he ran away. I was faster than him. lol. But, he managed to escape. I was just too tired. Imagine working out in the gym for two hours and not getting used to running after a long time due to and injury. Yep.. lol. Sprinted like 250m I guess. Dang. Bad stamina. I gotta run more. Walked back to the block and saw Paul, aka YTSS SJAB's big bro. Both literally and metaphorically :X.
That guy is great though. Both of us were hunting for that young teenage boy, whom only has to balls in his body - his eyeballs. That guys has no man-balls, so we searched for him. And we failed. LOL. We went for a few rounds at the neighbourhood of Khatib and went back to my block, where it all happened. The uncle actually made a police report. So, I just gave the policeman my IC number, full name and address, in case they need me. Well, I felt sorry because I was unable to successfully help my neighbour. I apologised to him but I was pretty happy that he appreciated both Paul and my help. Whatever still, I am sincere about helping him. Had a good time trying to help.
Oh well, I gotta go now. Need to sleep soon and thoroughly revise tomorrow. Bye
*I thank God for what I'm facing, be it a punishment for my sins or the tests of faith*
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Tuesday, March 17, 2009- There was a fight that went on 1 or two blocks from my house.
I wanted to take a look or at least stop it.
I can't even go out at first.
Dad did not allow me.
If he is at work, I woulda been down.
DANG!!
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- NPAP parade commander results are out. They are 2 assistant commandants. Fat hope Rahimi, but its okay. Theres always next year. Have to be failure-resistant.
So yeah, today reminded me about the fact that it has been a year since I have ever worn a Number 1 uniform. Yep. ONE year. lol. The reason for such a reminder is that I accompanied my Sec 3 cadets went to HTA for them to draw their Number 1 uniform. And yep, not to mention that Gerald and Pang are drawing Number 1 uniform too.
Well, my arms are aching today. I did not get that by doing weights. I did CHIN UPS on Sunday at the gym. Chin Ups are cool, and I'm gonna keep practicing it. I'm aiming to be able to reach a maximum of 60 chin ups in one shot. All the best to me.
Practiced flexibility too. My leg managed to stretch to my neck at a roundhouse kick position. Yes, it sorta hurts but not to worry, I'll get used to it. And dont worry, I'm still man. Maybe not, im MORE THAN A MAN. heh. Speaking of leg, my ankle is still recovering. I really wonder when I'm gonna start running 5km each week..
And yeah.. I'm still getting over the fact that theres a very very tiny chance for me to get in a local University. Yeah, its stupid, but guess its fate. I hate it.
I recalled a quote which said "With failure towards a goal comes another better one"
Well, screw it, make sure its really a BETTER one or I'll definitely be fucked up. lol.
I guess that God really gave me a big-time test. Chest pains, depressions, failures, cancer, bad exam results. I've faced through all of these. Maybe God really has high expectations at me, maybe because of the responsibilities I have accepted to hold in the future. Hope everything is gonna be alright.
*The bad thing is that miracles rarely happen..*
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Wednesday, March 11, 2009- On the road from recovery from the feeling of depression..
Got my exam results and its as bad as... Cant describe it with anything..
My results:
Maths and Stats 2 : Failed!
CSAS 2 : B+
Human Physiology and immunolgy : C
Cell Biology : C
Basic Microbiology : D
Intro to Psycho : D+
Intro to Socio : D+
GPA for this sem : Fucking 1.666666667
Demoralised. Demoralised. Demoralised. Much lower chance to go to U.
And yes. Even motivated kind of people get demoralised.
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Tuesday, March 10, 2009- Hmm. Its pretty late right now. Haha. Finally had the chance to use this com. I'll just blog short on this one.
I seriously missed watching Spongebob Squarepants and yeah, I did watch some episodes yesterday. That cartoon never failed to cheer me up and make me laugh back when I can call myself "a kid". Haha, yeah. I discovered that so much of its jokes are lame, but funny still.
Spongebob still rules!
My ankle is still on the road to recovery. I don't like to be injured (who does..) but yeah, I have to wait patiently. If God willing, it will be as soon as possible!
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Friday, March 6, 2009- Hi, I'm Rahimi and my abs look awesome. Lmao.
Okay enough crap, I went to Johor just now, along with aunt, dad and mum. Had breakfast with grandparents too. I was surprised with the fact that all of us are allowed to each as much as we want for only RM 1 per person! Had two packs of nasi lemak, a chicken wing and drumstick. Somehow, ONLY that amount! I expected myself to be able to eat more - really wondered why I did not eat so much. And I regretted not eating the eggs there. DAMN! haha. But still, only a ringgit each! Thats a good offer.
After that, went to a place to have my ankle treated. Well, what happened was that I have to sit on a chair, rest my right leg on the other chair and watch them if I want. I had to admit that I was somehow unsure of the outcome, so I just acted like I'm cool with everything and ain't afraid. Two people - both guys - did this:
1) The first guy pulled my toes and let them relax
2) The second person grabbed and press my knees in place.
3) The first guy pulled my foot as hard as if he was in a tug-of-war grand finale championship.
And I was like "... the hell??" The outcome was that, I am able to see my ankle a little more clearly. But before that, the chair that I was on moved forward quite a bit. Yes, that was how strong he pulled. I think that somehow, it got my ankle to be at its correct position.
It was cool about the fact that I was a little shocked about what happened and did not feel the pain.
Of course, I was not able to attend to HTA just now. I cant just bang around and march around after my leg was just treated rite? So yeah.
But still, went back to unit.
A few comments that I wana say:
1) Mr Lin (Teacher Officer) is pretty nice. I can tell that he has the chance to be a professional person one day (or maybe he is already one..). Discovered that he practices some observational learning and hopefully, his adaptation can bring the unit forward
2) I accidentally called Stephanie "Sir". Sry steph! :X
3) I did not get to eat with anyone ):
4) Being honest and not being a hypocrite really helps a lot.
Hah, so yeah. I am gonna go to Pulau Ubin tomorrow. Put the sunblock on! I look like as if I have coated myself with Kiwi all over my face. I still have to take care of my leg. And hopefully, I will have enough time for prayers and chin ups at Ubin tomorrow.
*A life of no values? I have to pity them.*
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Monday, March 2, 2009- Today is pretty okay.
Went to Jurong Swimming Complex after approximately 7 years not going there. The place looks just the same as like years back. Hah, but of course, being with friends, one can definitely do newer things. Surprisingly, I have nothing much to say about the outing today, except for the fact that Zahiruddin and Afiq can be attracted to Phillipinos. No offence for the race though, they are definitely a friendly lot here in Singapore. But yeah, both of them seemed attracted to one just now. Haha.
Well, self briefing for tomorrow:
Rahimi is gonna go to the gym
Rahimi is gonna go for MMA training
Rahimi is gonna do lotsa stuffs
Rahimi is gonna do lotsa eating
Rahimi is maybe gonna go for cycling.
Rahimi is gonna feel bored for some part of the day, so get ready.
Argh!!
*When the time comes, not much of the same thing will happen*
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Sunday, March 1, 2009- Hi, I'm Rahimi, and my abs are looking awesome. LOL
Okay, this weekend must be quite an idling weekend. My back has been hurting a lot since Wednesday, and it's got to its worst on Friday and Saturday. Feeling a little bit better now.
But still, I did not manage to go to the gym this week. Dammit. Too busy for exams, and after that, I have back pains. This is cool. Ah, but yeah, at least home exercises works almost as well. Probably gonna hit the gym on tomorrow or on Tuesday.
By the way, Ihsan and gang asked me along to the swimming pool at Jurong. W00t. Women, be awed by me and my mighty washboard (referring to abs)!!! lol. Omg, This is soo damn shameless.. But at least theres something people can use if their clothes needs to be cleaned. XD
And you know something? I have planned my path for the future. I'm score as high as possible for my GPA in polytechnic. And after that, hopefully I'll get in SPF for National Service, do really well in Basic Police Training and get into Officer Cadet School (OCS)!
I can really make use of the money through OCS to study further as well as to secure a good, stable job. That way, Rahimi is gonna take care of his parents, get a good house, have an investment, get a car, get rich, and get married!! Getting married.... hmmm..... okay, I'm thinking too far, but still, getting married is great. Okay, I'm sidetrack-ing.
Hmm and yeah, its definitely a good path, but that means that I have to work extra hard and extra smart for that. I have to keep reminding myself that one day, more people will get help from me and that help that I will give will definitely be greater if I am more successful in my career and in my own life.
Hah, so yeah. I gotta go now. Come by again.
*Do not have the hunger to succeed, but the will to succeed. Hunger will starve you and as time goes by, you will lose control, and just get weaker.*
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