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Sunday, September 28, 2008- I still remember the time when I was a cadet back then in NPCC.
Well, its been a long time since I was one, ever since I'm a CI. Soo.. here we go.
I remembered when I joined it on February when I was in Secondary One. I actually quitted on my previous CCA, and Aaron Cheong asked me to just try it out. Actually, I had absolutely no interest in uniform groups. Just had a stereotype impression that uniform group students are just people who stand in the sun for no reason, and act like robot. LOL.
So.. yeah, I came in late by 1 month and joined it together with Lam Jia Min. Still remembered. So yeah. The day I first attended the CCA, I was an enthusiastic freak. I still remembered when we did drills and I was so blur doing it (even still despite the fact that I am a malay). Do not blame me friends, it was my first day.
Then, we had sing-a-long session. I remembered when my Sec 3 seniors sat in front of us, and we sang the "If I Were.." song. If I were a farmer's son, if I were to marry. I would marry a farmer's daughter more than anybody... why? She can dig, I can dig, we can dig together. In the middle of the night. DIGGING ONE ANOTHER!! Then my squad will go EEEEEEE. And the Seniors replied "It is dirty if you think that it is dirty. Don't think dirty ah!"
haha. Then just carried on and stuff.
Well, my own secondary one camp. Trust me, I felt like crying once during the camp. (NO SHAME!! lol. 13 year old still want to cry!!) ahah, okok. Hmm, its because I lost my grp flag 2 times in a day, then we have to carry the flag upside down (symbolising a weak, haywired group.) Hah, you know what, that camp is a torture camp compared to the camps Uniform Groups have these days. These days, people are overprivileged, or so to say, wrongly-privileged.
But still ah, its damn memorable. It was the first time i smelled a pontianak during Sentury/Guard duty. COOL RITE? LOL!!
Okay, Sec 2 was kinda cool, 'coz puberty is near this area rite? LOL. wth sia my randomness.
Haha, rite Sec 2 was kinda cool coz you getta look at your first ever JUNIORS! lol, that was when friendships of memorable people were made, such as Stephanie, Danial and of course, Buddy-4-life Zurain. Okay okay, now I remembered the time when I was instructed by my SIRS and MAAMS to conduct water parade. And, knowing me that time, and sometimes now, I am very very blur, but I really wana improve myself one. Hah, and that time, after water parade, some of the juniors can't finish the water la, coz we were instructed to empty them. So, what I did was absolutely crazy. I drank my own water bottle and 4 other waterbottles. Adding on, these water bottles are like 1.5 litres in volume. So, you see this short-but-growing boy drinking 7.5 litres and struggling while doing it. After that, my squad kena pump. LOL. Imagine 7.5 litres of water in your stomach and you are in pumping position, and still do push-ups also. Hah, The Good Ol' Days man! It was damn cool.
Hah, yep, and remembering Secondary 2 days.. we were having Campcraft then. So.. we were at the carpark area in the school when one of my squadmates walked through a spider web, and the spider is like following her. So, what I did was I tried to move the spider web which was attached to her to the ground peacefully. Then, one of my maams, Cynthia came to me.
Cynthia maam: Rahimi, whats that?
Me: Spider-MAAM!
And people who were there all laugh like shit. LOL. SPIDERMAAM!!
Secondary 3 was a stressful time man. Had campcraft competition. Damn freaking stressed. I was the captain of my team, and despite a lot of efforts, I am always slow when it comes to tying what I have to tie. The time limit is 10 min. Usually during practice, I will finish tying my campcraft gadget (the thing i have to tie) in 6 min, but when I practice in front of my teacher officer, I will always exceed 10 min. Damn suay sia, haha. My squadmate Jia Hui came up with a joke that I use Game Shark ( a cheat catridge for Gameboy) when I tie my gadget within 6 min. Lol joker. But sometimes in early 2006, if you are in Yishun Town Secondary School, you will see me tying some stupid gadget almost all the time. Recess, class breaks, after school, before school, between class perios, ALMOST EVERYTIME!! lol. But its freakin' cool when I was sec 3. Somehow, before i was even an NCO, my juniors are kinda afraid of me. I seriously dono why. I was laughing my ass out that time, when I see the new sec 1s become damn stiff when i pass by them, even when I wasnt announced as an NCO yet. I was like "sialah, why they like that? I angel sia"
Sec 3 was also the time when I first became a freaking NCO, a CCA leader! I still remembered. The first time I became one and help conduct a training, I received a comment from Zurain on MSN. She said that she almost cried when i glared at her squad and the sec 1s. I somehow discovered that I have the glare of death. UAH UAH UAH. But hell with it, my intention was to make sure my juniors become better than myself, MUCH better. hah, so that was sec 3 life.
Sec 4 life was damn short ah, but pretty okay. During my on Release Of Duty (ROD), my squadmates and I got a lot of flashbacks. Its like, cool la, we went thru so much together, although not all of it is sweet. But yeah, that makes us even closer together cause we went through so much of the good times and bad times together. I decided to become a CI because someone has to save the unit(YTSS NPCC) and make it better (coz i predicted that it will need lloooooots of fixing coz there are still lots of problems which have to be solved or the unit will face its fall). Hah, of course not only that, still have passion to serve the CCA as a whole, wana contribute to improve the whole CCA and also because of unaccomplished goals and dreams which are not dead. XD
Soo.. yep.. those were the cadet days of mine la.. generally. I could make a novel about it if it is specific and I bet you guys will be too lazy to read!! haha alright. bye now.
*I failed and failed. Failure is the first step to success, IM STILL IN SQUARE ONE??!*
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Sunday, September 21, 2008- I woke up, thinking that today is a monday and I was like getting ready to go to the library in school. But, just checked my phone out, it was a sunday. ZZZ!! Simply sat down, and SLACKED.
So, I just woke up, watched Nuttin' But Stringz on youtube again, and the same stuff happened. I was like, "THEY ARE AWESOME" again.
So.. I just youtube-d, played video games and instant massaged until like 6.20. Guess what? I cooked my own meal again!! haha. Spicey Fried Noodle + Beef, Fishball, some minced meat and Prawn! woo. And guess what? I didn't poison myself!! Woot!
Tomorrow, imma do what I am actually supposed to do. Study, prepare for Semester 2, help my class mate with her supplementary paper in Biochemistry. And reward myself by working the hell out of myself in the gym tomorrow!! woo!! yeah, so see yer around people.
*The devil of hope will be back*
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Thursday, September 18, 2008- Okay.. I had my HAP supplementary exam today. Tell you the truth.. It was easy!! (after hardcore revisions of course). Lol, its kinda weird but i was smiling and laughing (a little) throughout the paper. Except for one question, which I left blank. -_-
So.. I was on my way home.. and was feeling unwell. Seriously felt like vomitting, ever since I was on Bus 969 to khatib. Went home, watch wrestling for 30 min, was unwell again and slept frm 1400 + to 17 30. That was pretty much of a sleep. Woke up again and watched "Never Back Down" ( yes, i know I am 1 month outdated, but who cares..). It was a nice movie, seeing people kicking each other's ass. haha.
So yeah.. Here I am right now in front of the computer. Gonna go to the gym on tml or Saturday.. We shall just see about that.
So.. think thats all today now. Come back again ya.
*I have to work harder, and do better next semester, the one after, and all the way until I graduate. Starts from tomorrow.*
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Wednesday, September 17, 2008- Okay people. I have something to admit. I'm crazy over a violin duo in America's got talent 3. These violinist call themselves "Nuttin' But Stringz". But, one thing is for sure. They are very unique and they mixed classical music with RNB and Hip Hop.
I've gone crazy watching and listening to them. Go check it out. I'll just post 2 of their performances here. The one on the audition is titled "Thunder" and the one in the top 40 semifinals is titled "Broken Sorrow". Go check it out.
Well people.. hope you guys have gone nuts like how I did. Lol. Tml is my supplementary paper, so.. see ya.
*If pain is a pleasure..*
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Tuesday, September 16, 2008- HAP Supplementary Exam is just 2 days away. Argh. I am still not prepared yet.
Currently studying and blogging at the same time.
You know what? Its not fair seh. My CCA, Applied Science Studies Club ( its not a cca about nerds you know, we are a group of people dedicated in everything about our fellow school mates, or simple to say, "councillors") is currently having chalet. Adding up to it, my sec 4 class, 4e3 had dinner at swensens and got sponsored by Mrs Gopala while I am here stuck at home. HOLY CRAP man. I told you I'm a nerd.
Actually, I just came back from a short exercise to release stress. I don't know why, that part of my body got hurt even more. Urgh.
Hmm i gotta study again now. Take care everyone.
*Life is not fair for a good reason sometimes..*
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Monday, September 15, 2008- First thing in the morning, I went out to Ang Mo Kio polyclinic (of course i bathed and stuff before that). Just made an appointment to be referred to the skin centre regarding my insect bites which are MONTHS old and also to check the part of my body which is hurt for days.
Thank god, that part of my body wasnt hurt because of a urine infection.
After that, I went to timezone. Play Tekken 6. I am such a newbie. Well.. I have no PS2, PS3, PSP, PS whatever.. soo... im kinda limited you know. And I somehow discover that I am good at playing a girl's character in that game. LOL. I got owned at the second last round.
Well... yeah.. I played while waiting for the time I am meeting up for some job interview.
Hmm.. just have to earn quick money to help with my finances and stuff... (wow.. i sound like a pro, lol).
Hmm.. i just wana admit in this blogpost that I HAVE NO LIFE. Study, exercise, study, exercise, study, exercise. Now.. its gonna me like.. Study, Exercise, Work, Study, Exercise, Work.
IM GREAT!! lol. Haiyo.. Just gotta tell myself not to worry.. Coz I will suffer only NOW. Next time, I will be a combo of Intelligent, Successful, Talented, Rich, Happy, Macho (WHAT??!),
That'll be cool. But hardly possible. Not impossible, still rite? hehehe...
bye .. for now.
*Addiction strikes*
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Wednesday, September 10, 2008- 1.The person who tag you is.
Dafinah
2.Your relationship with him/her is
Junior's friend.
3.Your five impression of him/her.
NO SPEED!! LOL
4.The most memorable thing he/she has done for you.
I have nooo idea.
5.The most memorable thing he/she said to you .
Calling me "atuk" (grandpa). I must be a hot one. LMAO
6.If he/she is your lover,you will..
Find another lover. LOL. They can share me. But i wana spend more time with the other one. LOL. (ey!! just kidding dont cry eh :D)
7.If he/she is your lover.The thing he/she has to improve on will be..
Hmm, lets have a makeover, and a lil bit of change in persona. Would be cool. hmm. IONO!!
8.If he/she becomes your enemy,you will..
sneak into her room when she sleep and cut her hair BALD!! cooooolll..
9.If he/she becomes your enemy,The reasons will be..
she would have cheated in a game of monopoly. And it turned into a big fist fight. LOL
10.The most desired thing to do for him/her now is.
ionooo..
11.Your overall impression of her..
A girl with long hair, wears specs, and got into an arguement with me about SPEEEED. LOL
12.How you think ppl around you will feel about you.
wow.. a moronic morron. ( hmm.. i dint show much of my real personality so yeah..)
13.The characters you love about yourself..
i) Never say die attitude
ii) I kinda think about others more than myself.. so.. its kinda cool you know.. sometimes la.
14.On the contray,The characters you hate yourself are
i)being too kind to some people.
ii) hardly show my real personality to others
iii) being lazy at times.
15.The most ideal person u wanna be is..
Totally me, but with leadership skills more than Martin Luther King, Looks better than Fiona Xie (wtf??!) i mean.. ( ignore that.), fitter than Mr Emmanuel Teo, and more charismatic than most guys. And and, adding on, I wana be all rounded!! :D
16. For people that care and like you, say something to them .
Want a Carebear hug??
17. Pass this quiz to 10 persons that have a blog. (randomly, no preference)
1. Pang Zhuang Yi
2. Zur'ain Binte Salim
3. Fatin Nazurah
4. Nisa
5. Seri Muslihah
6. CI Mustaqim!
7. Fazlin
8. Deniece Low
9. Lam Jia Min
10. Jia Xin
18.Who is no.6[Mustaqim] having relationship with?
His weights at home. just like me. LOL. I have no idea who.
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19. Is no.9 [Jia Min] a male or female?
Female .
20. If no.7 [Fazlin] and 10 [Jia Xin] are together, will it be a good thing?
Woman + love + woman = Lesbian love? Nah, dont think they are. RIGHT??!
21. What does no. 3 [Fatin/Nazurah] think about you?
She will answer this on her tagboard and I will just put here kay? LOL
22. What is no.2 [Zurain] studying about?
Shes studying for her damn Os thats for sure. GO ZUZU!!! lmao
23. When was the last time you had a chat with no.3[Fatin]?
I forgot
24. What kind of music band does no.8 [Deniece] like?
Iono. Ask her. Maybe.. the song our sec 1 class had last time.. Created by me and 2 of my other friends
25. Does no.1 [Zhuang Yi] have any siblings?
Yeah.
26. Will you woo no.3 [Fatin] ?
Nope. Maybe she would. haha. thats sick of me.
27. How about no.7 [Fazlin]?
Fazlin is my senior man!! and a good friend. But nah.. OF COURSE NOT LA.
28. Is no.4 [Nisa] single?
I'm not sure. Think shes currently ATTACHED.. to her O levels. GO NISA ALSO!!
29. What is the surname of no.5 [Seri]?
Malays of the modern era do not have surnames.
30. What 's the hobby of no.10 [Jia Xin]?
Iono. But she sure can whack people. Karate oso lose XD.
31.Does no.5 [Seri] and 9 [Jia Min] get along well?
Good for them. But they must not forget me or else!! heh.
32. Where is no.2 [Zurain] studying at?
Yishun Town Secondary School (currently)
33. Talk something casually about no.1 [Zhuang Yi].
berhen....TEEEE!! We love doing drills together don't we? Lol.
34. Have you tried developing feelings for no.8 [Deniece]?
Oh of course not. But, we sure did have a common thing to talk about. Two words.. ACT CUTE :D
35. Where does no.9 [Jia Min] live at?
either sembawang or yishun.. hmm..
36. What colour does no.4 [Nisa] like ?
Nisa likes pink from what i knew last time.
37. Are no.5 [Seri] and 1[Zhuang Yi] best friend?
Seri.. dont think so. As for pang.. zhuang yi I mean.. nope.. but she definitely has went thru thick and thin with me
38. Does no.1 [huang Yi] have any pets?
I dono. But maybe the one back at ATC campsite in Pulau Ubin. That was a nice story she had for us.
39. Is no.7 [Fazlin] the sexiest person in the world?
Nope. But, definitely a strong person and a good role model to some.
40. What is no. 10 [Jia Xin] doing now?
Who am I her stalker?
2.Your relationship with him/her is
Junior's friend.
3.Your five impression of him/her.
NO SPEED!! LOL
4.The most memorable thing he/she has done for you.
I have nooo idea.
5.The most memorable thing he/she said to you .
Calling me "atuk" (grandpa). I must be a hot one. LMAO
6.If he/she is your lover,you will..
Find another lover. LOL. They can share me. But i wana spend more time with the other one. LOL. (ey!! just kidding dont cry eh :D)
7.If he/she is your lover.The thing he/she has to improve on will be..
Hmm, lets have a makeover, and a lil bit of change in persona. Would be cool. hmm. IONO!!
8.If he/she becomes your enemy,you will..
sneak into her room when she sleep and cut her hair BALD!! cooooolll..
9.If he/she becomes your enemy,The reasons will be..
she would have cheated in a game of monopoly. And it turned into a big fist fight. LOL
10.The most desired thing to do for him/her now is.
ionooo..
11.Your overall impression of her..
A girl with long hair, wears specs, and got into an arguement with me about SPEEEED. LOL
12.How you think ppl around you will feel about you.
wow.. a moronic morron. ( hmm.. i dint show much of my real personality so yeah..)
13.The characters you love about yourself..
i) Never say die attitude
ii) I kinda think about others more than myself.. so.. its kinda cool you know.. sometimes la.
14.On the contray,The characters you hate yourself are
i)being too kind to some people.
ii) hardly show my real personality to others
iii) being lazy at times.
15.The most ideal person u wanna be is..
Totally me, but with leadership skills more than Martin Luther King, Looks better than Fiona Xie (wtf??!) i mean.. ( ignore that.), fitter than Mr Emmanuel Teo, and more charismatic than most guys. And and, adding on, I wana be all rounded!! :D
16. For people that care and like you, say something to them .
Want a Carebear hug??
17. Pass this quiz to 10 persons that have a blog. (randomly, no preference)
1. Pang Zhuang Yi
2. Zur'ain Binte Salim
3. Fatin Nazurah
4. Nisa
5. Seri Muslihah
6. CI Mustaqim!
7. Fazlin
8. Deniece Low
9. Lam Jia Min
10. Jia Xin
18.Who is no.6[Mustaqim] having relationship with?
His weights at home. just like me. LOL. I have no idea who.
] a
19. Is no.9 [Jia Min] a male or female?
Female .
20. If no.7 [Fazlin] and 10 [Jia Xin] are together, will it be a good thing?
Woman + love + woman = Lesbian love? Nah, dont think they are. RIGHT??!
21. What does no. 3 [Fatin/Nazurah] think about you?
She will answer this on her tagboard and I will just put here kay? LOL
22. What is no.2 [Zurain] studying about?
Shes studying for her damn Os thats for sure. GO ZUZU!!! lmao
23. When was the last time you had a chat with no.3[Fatin]?
I forgot
24. What kind of music band does no.8 [Deniece] like?
Iono. Ask her. Maybe.. the song our sec 1 class had last time.. Created by me and 2 of my other friends
25. Does no.1 [Zhuang Yi] have any siblings?
Yeah.
26. Will you woo no.3 [Fatin] ?
Nope. Maybe she would. haha. thats sick of me.
27. How about no.7 [Fazlin]?
Fazlin is my senior man!! and a good friend. But nah.. OF COURSE NOT LA.
28. Is no.4 [Nisa] single?
I'm not sure. Think shes currently ATTACHED.. to her O levels. GO NISA ALSO!!
29. What is the surname of no.5 [Seri]?
Malays of the modern era do not have surnames.
30. What 's the hobby of no.10 [Jia Xin]?
Iono. But she sure can whack people. Karate oso lose XD.
31.Does no.5 [Seri] and 9 [Jia Min] get along well?
Good for them. But they must not forget me or else!! heh.
32. Where is no.2 [Zurain] studying at?
Yishun Town Secondary School (currently)
33. Talk something casually about no.1 [Zhuang Yi].
berhen....TEEEE!! We love doing drills together don't we? Lol.
34. Have you tried developing feelings for no.8 [Deniece]?
Oh of course not. But, we sure did have a common thing to talk about. Two words.. ACT CUTE :D
35. Where does no.9 [Jia Min] live at?
either sembawang or yishun.. hmm..
36. What colour does no.4 [Nisa] like ?
Nisa likes pink from what i knew last time.
37. Are no.5 [Seri] and 1[Zhuang Yi] best friend?
Seri.. dont think so. As for pang.. zhuang yi I mean.. nope.. but she definitely has went thru thick and thin with me
38. Does no.1 [huang Yi] have any pets?
I dono. But maybe the one back at ATC campsite in Pulau Ubin. That was a nice story she had for us.
39. Is no.7 [Fazlin] the sexiest person in the world?
Nope. But, definitely a strong person and a good role model to some.
40. What is no. 10 [Jia Xin] doing now?
Who am I her stalker?
Woo. end of it.
Oh ya. Wana know something? I went to gym with gerald just now. Cool thing? we played a game of who in the gym will be our girlfren. And the cool thing is..
I picked and afro-haired older lady whom is the gym staff and gave her to gerald. wahaha.
and and you know? Got one pretty staff member there. LOL. oh well. good for her then.
I picked and afro-haired older lady whom is the gym staff and gave her to gerald. wahaha.
and and you know? Got one pretty staff member there. LOL. oh well. good for her then.
*Going on to another chapter*
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- Okay.. Firstly, im gonna talk about my exam results.
The moment I got it, I was kinda disappointed. I failed Human Anatomy and Physiology.
I have to go back to poly during the holidays because of this and sit for the supplementary paper.
That means I have to be a nerd while striving for macho-ness. LOL.
lalala.
Oh ya.. i think let me show you the format for the marks that i receive.
CA (term test + assignments) = 60%
Main Examination = 40 %
Total = 100%
If i fail either one, i will fail overall.
I think that my term test seriously pulled me down. I know that I wuda do better at main exams.. so.. its a good thing.. a lil..
However, I still dint do so well, so what ever, im gonna do better at the next sem, much better. Just watch me.
Hmm.. and you know what? Something pissed me off for quite some time here. Dad don't allow me to go for MMA. So, forget it, its gonna be out of my I want list, coz i wont learn it anyway..
A dream of mine has died.
At first, he gave it a yes.. then the next day, a no.
How logical can things be?
Ah, oh well..
Forget it.
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