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Sunday, November 30, 2008- Back again.
Check out my upcoming term test Time Table:
Basic Microbiology -9 Dec 08 (Tue) 1 pm
Human Physiology and Immunology - 10 Dec 08 (Wed) 11 am
Communication Skills for Applied Science 2 - 10 Dec 08 (Wed) 1 pm
Mathematics and Statistics 2 - 11 Dec 08 (Thu) 9 am
Cell Biology - 12 Dec 08 (Fri) 9 am
Comments Regarding My Term Test Subjects:
Basic Microbiology - Omg, only know a little about it.
Human Physiology and Immunology - I'm okay with Immunology, but not Physiology! omg.
CSAS2 - It shud be renamed with Wasting Time in Applied Science, almost done revising.
Mathematics and Statistics 2 - 2 more chapters to revise.
Cell Biology - OMG WTF. First part was easy, but NOT the other half!
Human Physiology and Immunology - I'm okay with Immunology, but not Physiology! omg.
CSAS2 - It shud be renamed with Wasting Time in Applied Science, almost done revising.
Mathematics and Statistics 2 - 2 more chapters to revise.
Cell Biology - OMG WTF. First part was easy, but NOT the other half!
Woo. So yeah, wish me all the best people! Don't give me problems, I already have enough (:
*Its time for the judgement*
*Its time for the judgement*
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Friday, November 28, 2008- Okay, finally back.
You know what? I've been getting more and more serious when it comes to be the Asst Camp Coordinator for Skills Training Camp 2008. To some, it is once in a lifetime that they can help in changing someone's or a group of people's life for the better, but for me, oppurtunity keeps coming towards me(though its been a few times). However, it is always hard to do so, well theres no such thing as doing it easy right? But still, its still a good deed worth doing.
Well, that was the introduction.
Basically, I'm the kind of guy who aims to improve people's lifeskills and for some people, leadership skills. Its seriously cool when someone's life is beginning to "win" more values and stuffs and when you look at them, you feel happy for them.
Haha, and I have to admit (again) that life for me is very stressful. But looking at my positive habits, I really wonder what will happen to me if I stop exercising, 'coz right now, I'm half regretful and depressed sometimes.
But of course yeah, I have to look at myself sometimes, and I have to keep reminding myself that this life that I am having is not only a gift from God, but since I was given one, its my own life and responsibility; I have to think for myself once in a while.
And I think that I seriously should let my hair down one day and stop pulling up my socks once in a while. (wow, the green sentence has two metaphors :D)
And yep, though I may not like it sometimes, I have to do it, for my own good.
*One day, you will see*
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Sunday, November 23, 2008- Hmm, I am feeling pretty sick right now.. again.
Throat infection is back, cough and my neck muscle at my back hurts.
Hmm, on Friday after school, I went for MMA again. Wow, I was pretty sick then and the cardio almost depleted my energy away. The good part was that, I really sweat like mad (its a very good cardio workout), I had some grappling and submission game with three people. The first one, I lost. LOL. That guy did an ambar on me, I stand up and tried to do a bicep curl like how I did in the gym, but my arm got hyperextended. I tapped out (gave up). Hmm.. I thought about that "match" and I discovered that I tried to bicep curl that guy's arm with only my right arm. I shuda used my left arm too. If I had done that, I woulda have a chance to execute a powerbomb to him. Ah.. too late. LOL. The other matches were mixed with wins and losses of course.
Saturday.. nah nothing much. Reached home only to discover that the back of my neck hurts like mad.
So today was kinda okay for me la. Went for community involvement programme (CIP) again at Eunos. So yeah.. It was pretty short.
Tomorrow is.. HPI quiz for me.
Gotta do my best in it there. Really had some fears that I will fail. heh -_-.
*The selfless were treated selfishly*
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Tuesday, November 18, 2008- Aiya. So sorry everyone. I did not post the previous days.
Well, I woke up on Monday at 5.30am only to find myself with flu and cough. My nose was like an opened tap with water flowing rapidly, only that it isn't water, it is mucus. Blow the hell out of it and carried on with life for the day. LOL.
I was very dead the whole day. Hardly show any facial expressions. Very very rare. Coursemates go around and were like "Rahimi, are you okay?", "Rahimi, you look so dull and " and "Rahimi you look GREAT!.. AS USUAL". And yes yes, the blue part is not true. AS USUAL. Lol.
Yep, I could not keep myself awake during the second lecture. Slept halfway, and could not concentrate. But yeah, I did what I can and focused as much as I can. I was lucky that I managed to catch most of it.
So yeah.. I coughed and sneezed and focused my way 'til the end of my curriculum time. Not to mention that I had chest pain attacks. Argh. I've got hit by the longest chest pain I've ever felt.
I told myself that I will go to the gym to kill my stress away.
So, I did it. Went to the gym with Aaron Cheong and helped to train his arms. Well, I ain't a pro in training people, but he said I was damn effective in it. LOL. We did some chest exercise and yeah, Done. Signed in at the gym at 19 35 and signed out at 21 50. Aiya around there la. Heh.
Well today, I felt a little better. I guess. Was still sick and had chest pains, but this time, its just muscle aches at the chest. Phew. Thats a good chest pain. Rahimi wants to look hot-ter and be strong-er. Wahahaha.
And right now, I needa study. zzzzz.
*I don't wish to struggle just to discover that I have to struggle even more*
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Monday, November 17, 2008- Oh yeah, finally managed to fix the computer, it crashed like mad 2 days ago. And the worst part is I have to fix it but yeah, it feels pretty cool after finally getting the job done.
Okay, lets see.. My weekend has totally been eaten up by community service stuffs..
Yep, you've got it, no gym, not much of studying, not much rest, not much eating (okay fine, I eat like normal which is a lot to some) and no time for my own.
But still, I've got some pictures for all of you reading this blog.. Well, it'll be down from here.
Well, these pictures were taken on Saturday, during community service at Botanic Garden. I was one of the facillitator there facillitating some of my year one mates while they take care of kindergarten to primary school kids! Alright, enough waiting. Here you go:
Okay.. right here is my shoe when I was on the transport before we reach the Singapore Botanic Garden.
And right here, we have Zech and Yolanda sleeping on the bus. And yeah, they are very tired as we can see here. DUHHH.
And yeah, we alighted and saw some Korean tourists around. It seems like they are trying to convince themselves that they saw Heaven, but nah, its a freakin' tree that they're pointing to. LOL.
Okay, this waterfall isn't as big as it seems. Its in the cooling room in the Botanic Garden. And yeah, the cooling room is a nice place to sleep in, 'coz its damn nice and comfy and cooling and bla bla bla my ass off..
Yep, another view of the cooling room. Well, the mist is caused by an "artificial rain" there. Omg look at Firdaus there. But its damn cool. I was so silly coz I'm a lil thirsty, so.. I tried drinking some of the water. LOL. Nah, im not that much of a dumbass yer noe, though I am one. XD
Well, 2 of the 3 kids my group is taking care of. They're brothers, the big bro (in blue)'s name is Chong Wei Jun and the one in pink is Chong Song Jun. Guess what I call them? The Chong Brothers! And the blue kid responds to me and smiled with humour when I called him Mr Chong. But yer noe, the blue kid is very brotherly, and he does a good job taking care of his bro. As you can see here, he's dividing the tissue into 2 pieces after they washed their hands to so that their hand would not be as wet? lol.
Yep, another pic here.. and..
Okay, and over here is the third kid, Miguel. Super hyperactive man. And wana noe something? He told us that he eats 2 coffee sweets A DAY!! omg, no wonder. LOL.
The biggest spider I have a ever seen.. except for spiderman, of course.
And yeah.. we were done, and we went to eat. Had MEGA McSPICY EXTRA VALUE MEAL!! and I became hungry again 1 or 2 hours later. hehehe.Hah, the post is to be continued.....
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Thursday, November 13, 2008- Hmm, lets see what have I gotta say here..
I went for Mix Martial Arts training on tuesday night with 3 of my friends. Lol, we were training on punching, dodging, blocking, counter attacking and a basic slam. Partnered with Zhi Liang, as usual. Its damn fun to train with him coz everytime, we will push each other very hard and the both of us don't like to give up. Hah and you know what? I've got "owned" very badly by him man in striking. LOL. 'Coz my blocking and dodging sucks! But let me tell what happened first. At first, we were like punching lightly to each other. Then instructor ask to punch harder, so we gave a light to medium punch to each other. Zhi Liang mouth bleed thnx to cuts from his bracers and i got bruises under my eye, at the lips in my mouth and above my lips. LOL. Its DAMN fun though. And when it came to slamming, that was damn fun! lol. I improved! haha. That was badass!
Hmm today was kinda short and long at the same time. I was very tired almost the whole time. I studied sometimes during breaks, slept an hour during a 3 hour break. Damn. Kinda feeling quite uncomfortable, that means I gotta go to the gym. Hmm, maybe tomorrow nite.. so yeah..
Well, thats all today uh.. gtg. bye.
*I feel used, once again. I begin to hate people even more, but I know I should do whats right.*
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Sunday, November 9, 2008- Urgh. Okay lets see.. Currently noone at home now. Wana know something? My neck has been hurting badly for a week now. At first, I thought it was just a result from lack of rest. Nah, I was wrong. I still don't know what caused it though (lol) but it kinda hurt, and cracking it makes it worse, MUCH worse.
- Skills training camp 2008
- Health check up, as usual - every 3 months, and started after I'm discharged from hospital after getting cured from cancer.
- My studies, its a hard catching up..
- And since its hard checking up, I have to make more schedules to meet up with teachers for 1-to-1 sessions.
- Secondary 3 NCOs Ssgt test scheduling
- Sec 1 Lcp test? - maybe..
- Personal problems, of course
- My departments in Freshmen Orientation - I am very disappointed at myself. Can't keep up with the pace.. I seriously screwed myself up, and everyone.
- HRC at Pulau Ubin - Its a good thing for me to help and I have to meet the minimum requirements to help over there, but don't I need to help myself already?
- YTSS NPCC!! - Omg, I really took an oath to myself to save that unit. I can't just not do it right? Its my responsibility and thats what I want to do of course.
I still wonder how the hell I can juggle up with so many things right now. And now, I have to do it with a super pain on my neck. Please note: If I am quiet about it, I am just trying to ignore it, no use complaining right? But I'm doing it on my blog FOR YOUR INFORMATION and isn't this the place where I can freely complain around?
So, yeah, tried feeling my neck with my fingers, you know, the part where I feel the pain. It felt damn weird ah but I think its just me. Hmm, and I still wonder how I can still do chin ups yesterday during physical training in YTSS. Oh yea, I know why.. I don't freakin strain my neck. How slow can I get. Arguing to myself in this post. ZzzZzzZz.
Hmm.. I still have a problem here. Whenever I feel angry (outside NP of course), or sad, or depressed or have a deep frustration, I am still not able to express myself well. I don't know why. Haiyo. Its just my fault to live in a childhood where I hardly have a chance to say what I really wish I want to say.
Okay, an example of when I can't express my anger, or maybe a feeling of sadness is when theres a person who climbed over my head maybe I was too kind. Say hi to the person also cannot seh. Kena shoo. Lol, okay not lol, fuck seh. I don't know whats up with me, but I know its my fault. I should'nt be too kind or nice, or "act cheerful" in front of people. Completely my fault.
Grr.
Now.. I'm gonna list my official commitments and this that are bothering me in my head:
Wooo! Now with all those listed, I got three words. IM SOOOO DEAD, fuck.
Omg, sorry, make that four words.
Aiyo, i better go. Bye.
*I was accused, slandered, personally insulted, looked down on, had my kindness taken advantage of, blind-sided, turned down, disrespected, forgotten and just much more and I am right here keeping my patience. Now listen, if you are the unlucky one who I blow my top to, please.. do not put the blame on me for it was the others' fault and your fault and you might also want to blame it on your luck for a memorable part of your life will be presented to you by yours truly, Rahimi.*
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Tuesday, November 4, 2008- My body aches today. Yep, thats one thing.
Well, first thing in the morning, I used the computer to look for my personal administration stuffs.
Then, I went to school around an hour early to print out more notes and tutorial worksheets for myself at the computer lab. After that was my Psychology tutorial.
Well, I kinda enjoy every Psychology lessons so far, be it tutorials or lecture. Its pretty fun and very English. Lol, can't find another way to describe it.
Oh yeah.. life went on as usual just now.. and here I am. Today was not so much of a special day. It was kinda ordinary. But still, I enjoy studying, like serious. Im a total geek. Oh god. Nah.. of course not, coz I don't like studying too much; I can't study 24 hours a day rite? I needa eat, sleep and have my own personal time (and yep, sometimes, a time for myself to be alone, not emo though).
Hmm, but still, life is kinda stress with assignments building up and more stuffs to memorise and be a part of my memory. Not to mention the ones I have to understand. Fuyooooooo.
Ah, I better go now la.
*Even the most motivated looking person can be demoralised*
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Sunday, November 2, 2008- Okay.. Lets see...
Yesterday...
Dint go for NPCC as said earlier, coz I was helping with TP some Applied Science School Students Level one students in their CIP activity. Facilitated A8D2. Well, though I know that many of them do not enjoy the activity, I actually do. Well, we get to save the environment for starters, and even better, the money goes to charity. Thats nice enough right?
After 4 hours of carrying newspapers and going up and down the stairs, (I personally covered 10 blocks) I went with Amjad, Benedict, Yolanda, Candy, and Howard (though hes just a little bit late but its okay, and all are fellow Applied Science Subcomms) to Burger King for lunch at Century Square. Had a big headache there and slept like for 10 minutes. Felt better after that and you know what? We talk cock over there for over an hour. Omg. Precious time wasted. LOL. Oh well.
So, I was on the way home on the bus and felt sick again. So, I slept all the way til my stop. Still had a headache but still went to the gym. Only lasted 30 min there coz I really really felt as sick as hell there. But, did like 3 or 4 sets of leg exercises and at least theres effect. LOL.
Oh well.. so life carried on as normal and I was okay again at around 9 in the evening.
Today...
Today was a little funny. Woke up, watch TV with family till around 9 and slept again and woke up again at 11.30 pm. LOL. I was too tired, what can I say. Well, I was not so satisfied with yesterday's exercise so.. went to the gym again. Wahaha.
And watched 1 or 2 movies before studying. Yep, I'm a good boy there. Hah.
Orite I gotta go now. Needa study. Heh. Bye people.
*Its not over 'til I say it. Right now, its time to work it out*
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