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Sunday, August 31, 2008- its been days since i blog huh?
Okay.. lets talk about mixed martial arts. Its very fun to do intensive exercise, okay, this is the reason why I was nicknamed "The Demon" but actually I am "The Angel" (duhh).
And trust me, its fun to wrestle around. Lol. Zhi Liang was my partner during that session and we agreed to push each other.
And remembered when I said that I exercise to release my frustrations? It applies to this.. i guess..
Well.. today, i went around to find a job. Reason why was to help my parents so that all of us will have enough money. And if theres a little bit of extra money that i earned, i can just reward myself. Family is priority.. and i have good intentions..
Went home, felt a lil proud that effort was put in to find a job. And what can go wrong? Well, totally. Something went wrong. Mum just shouted at me (translated) " And Rahimi! You are just another problem! Tell me why you go home so late??! Do you know that you have been troubling me so much?! Both of you (my sis and I) only think about yourselves!"
And wow.. if it applies to my sis.. i have to agree.. at times..
But I was just praising myself for a moment and wild accusations and all from my mum, like as though I was lying to her and I want to trouble her all my life when i simply want to do the direct opposite. Cool huh?
And you know something, i told her for quite some times that I am going somewhere to find a freakin' job.
In the end.. i tried to cooldown.. but was only half okay..
And I just apologised to my mum. I dont want to be called and egoistic bastard, like how my family members are acting like. Im not saying you are, but why am I always refered to like Im one by you when I ALWAYS give in. Hmm, isnt it true that one of the possible reasons why I had cancer is because I had too many grudges? And you just made it worse from me to prevent sicknesses again..
And you know what? I look at dad every night, and you know how embarrassed I got everytime, for not telling him about all the lies that you family members made and have hidden from him?
How sick and tired can I get? Bullshits after bullshits you guys just throw to me each time. And let me remind you. I joined Biomedical Science, suffer through it, worked harder than I had through it, and live with it because egos in the family asked me to. I solved the problem simply by making myself like it. But Im still unhappy with you controlling my life, and fucking it up.
PS: I still love this family, I want to solve the problems. It won't be a problem, can you just respect me as a future breadwinner of the family?
*Hmm.. another one.."
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Wednesday, August 20, 2008- Hey peeps, Friday is soo damn near. And yeah, Friday marks my first ever Semestral Exam. And it will be my least favourite subject, Human Anatomy and Physiology. Besides blogging, I am also REVISING LIKE A DEMON, only that I'm an angel XD.
Oh ya, you know ah, just now, I was in Tan Tock Seng Hospital for a checkup following up with my thyroud. Oh well, I have to go there every 3 months, I pray that a miracle can happen for me that I do not have to take medicines or have checkups without any negative effects.
Another thing, I was waiting at a clinic in the hospital when.. i saw MR TAN TECK HOCK!! Ytss ex principal and Serangoon JC principal. Had a good talk with him. Seriously, hes quite a nice person there.
After that, I received a phone call from the Mixed Martial Arts academy. Asked them a few questions and guess what they say...?
"You have to buy a mouthpiece for $5 and a GROIN GUARD for $14."
Seriously, GROIN GUARD??! LOL. I know why i needa wear that. Coz if people are to hit my balls, the thing they use to hit my balls will BREAK!! wakakaka.
Oh well, i needa go now. Seriously busy. tata!
*Sacrifices after sacrifices.*
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Sunday, August 17, 2008- WAAAHH! I am sick!! and exams IS JUST SO FREAKING NEAR!!
I need to do something!! I needa POLE DANCE!!
okay, lame. heh.
Well, its all my hard work. I needa prove to myself that I can make it. Will my hard work pay off? I definitely hope so.
*I would rather give a big pain for a short time, than a big pain for a long time..*
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Monday, August 11, 2008- Okay, I have a question to all of you. Is KILLING a TALENT? 'Coz, it seems like I can pretty good at it. Perhaps I am talented after all? That is, if killing is a talent. Lemme tell you why..
Firstly, I can pick up skills on archery very quickly. I'm quite good at aiming u noe.. lol. Using a bow and arrow, I can kill you from mid-range. I have also picked up some skills in fencing. Despite getting stabbed at the balls by Ridhwan when I was in Sec 2 during our official battle last time, I managed to beat him by only a little bit. Trust me, Ridhwan is like ZORRO!! lol. But yeah, I can kill you using that too!! And next up of course is that I learned History in Secondary 2 and 3, and it tells stories about dead people. WOO. This is all purely death.
Thats not all! I also learned Design and Technology back in Secondary School. I can design and make a casket for my future victim. Learning Design and Technology, I can saw, cut, and SAND people off!! woo.
And and, I have fought for quite a number of times. omg?! AND I am probably gonna learn Mixed-Martial Arts(MMA)!!! woo.
Confirmed! If killing is a talent, I am finally not talentless! yay!
erm.. what if it isn't..?
SHITT!!!
*Why did I do all this mess??*
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Sunday, August 10, 2008- OOOkay!! I'm back.
Lemme see.... Oh yeah!! look at the right side of the blog!!
Look at the "I want list" LOOK!!
I have added an entry on it. I wana learn Mixed Martial ARTS!!!
LOL. Why do I wana learn it? Any idea??
Its because... I wana be... SEXIER AND MORE MACHO!!! wooo!
Nah.. i just like it can? Its darn cool to learn it la.
Tomorrow, I wana revise, do past year exam papers and run around Bedok Resevoir!
I have to prepare for the upcoming exams, as well as Singapore Bay Run.
Hmm, I needa collect or earn $200. DAMN!!
I wana buy street soccer shoe, and and... A LOT OF STUFF TO TYPE IN HERE!!
Anyone wana donate to me? I'm serious. I'll be so greatful, I will take a hundred photos of you(but it doesnt mean that I wana keep it, so if you aint pretty, i will delete it.) heeee.
Oh!! and on 3 to 5 september, I will be up for camp! wooo!!
Hope they take lotsa pictures of me so that I can post them on the blog and also my friendster profile. Too bad I ain't a hot, sexy, handsome, or darn gorgeous man ( I hope I'm lying, LOL).
Okay, I'll be back to post more on my beloved blog when I'm free. I hope its very soon.
And people, try to promote my blog ah!! and tag more!! and love my blog more!! and love me more!! (hope you aren't vomitting down there.)
heh. Bye peeps.
*When your own weakness consume nothing else but yourself.*
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Wednesday, August 6, 2008- Hey children, I mean, READERS!! I would like to apologise for the fact that I have not updated my blog for more than a week now. I have been very busy. Perhaps I will find the right times to reward everyone with a nice post (:.
I'm missing all of you there. And I'll be back soon!
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