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Saturday, April 26, 2008- haha, woo! im finally discharged this noon. FINALLY. but, i cant do intensed exercises till 22 may, cant attend poly till probably 5 may. thats hell.
I seriously miss hittin' the gym and exercising the hell out of myself. And i miss my poly friends.
Heard we've got a new classmate - Rozand. HI!!! lol.
I seriously dono how i can survive. Not going to poly is a pain in the ass. I needa study with guidance! And, some people cant imagine themselves going to the gym to exercise, but i cant imagine myself not going there! -_-
Endure Rahimi, Endure!
And oh ya, doctor said that the lump at my removed half-thyroid was cancerous. Thank god they washed everything off. Pray hard that I wont have any serious illness ever again. 97% chance that i wont have thyroid cancer again. PRAY HARD I WONT! okay okay, enuf rahimi.
After being discharged, discovered that eight pack turned into 4. DAMN! i ate and lie down too much. Just needa sweat them all off. LOL. grr. impacts of being in hospital is really big.
And, I wana thank all the people who visited me. I actually felt like giving up, but the people who visited me made me change my mind.
*Bitter days, and a broken dream; we'll leave it all behind*
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Thursday, April 24, 2008- IM ALIVE!!!!!!!!!!!
but i wont be discharged till further notice.
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Monday, April 21, 2008- Hmm, and tomorrow is the day for my surgery. It will be held at Tan Tock Seng, 10 am, to be telecasted live on channel 5. (note that the bolded part in the previous sentence is nothing but lamely crap, lol.)
I'm a little bit more sporting today. Yesterday, I was too lazy to go to the gym. Cool eh? But, today, I worked out over there. Woot. I wana enjoy exercising before i cant exercise for 2 - 3 weeks. Damn. And i SERIOUSLY wana be in dragon boat, so i must recover fast and stuff. Han Liang is gonna get in there with me. Thats an encouragement for fast recovery. And guess what? i must fast frm 12 am tomorrow. -_-.
And yeah, everyone, pray hard for me. For NPCC, u better work hard without me and pray hard for me so that I will put in a lot of my dedication to make the unit alright again.
This may be the last of me, I hope not, I pray not. I still have a lot to do, a lot to show.
My fate is in people's hand. Bloody doctors, erm i mean, good looking doctors. ( don wana get them angry yer noe)
*I am right, after all these years.*
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Friday, April 18, 2008- Owrite. Let me tell you about the orientation in my poly.
As you know, im in biomedical science course. Im in class G2.
I really pity the class E2, if theres any, coz they have to sell undergarments. XD
lame rahimi.
DAY 1
Met 25 classmates, lazy to name them, and also 2 of our group orientation leader, Aaron and Zulfaqar (whom we just call zul).
Hah, but uniquely, met Chu Xuan, who watches WRESTLING despite being a girl!! woo. lol.
the others are pretty cool too.
Started off being as friendly as possible to everyone in the class.
Did banana dance as a forfeit for ice breaking games, and got recognised by some other orientation leaders for that. LOL. discovered that the orientation leaders are horny, erm.. i mean.. open minded.
And guess what? We made a tower of cards as a team building game too!
well, after that, was lazy to take pics around, so yeah. LOL. its pretty fun for the first day.
DAY 2
It was an overnight orientation. Pretty exciting. We did some challenges and stuffs.
And and, we had dinner, or, not exactly one. Theres lack of food. The selfless Aaron and Zul gave us their food. But, they managed to eat their dinner though. But, we were lucky that more food were brought in. Ate three rounds. LOL.
After that, had campfire. Honestly, its not as nice as the past campfires, but our class got very lame. The others from the school were like, dancing around, and some were breakdancing and cheering around. My class made a small circle and had a mini campfire. Made the campfire from our handphone lights. hahaha.
Hah, and after that, we went thru activities overnight.
Was darn tired. lol. Honestly speaking, our class did a great job.
Heh, and had breakfast at McDonalds, went home. Intended to do admin stuffs, and pack before going to poly again for Happy Feet training, but accidentally slept. -_-
Pictures taken:
Haha, and check this out. This picture looks gay. lol.DAY 3
And and, day 3 is the last day of orientation. Its the day when different schools from the polytechnic have a face-off in games and stuffs. Hah, though Applied Science didn't win, we are still the craziest bunch around. And Zul, Han Liang, Aaron and especially me made fun of flabby women wearing revealing clothes for cheering performance. LOL. Haahaha! and look at this pic!! hot blonde elite!! lol. Man or Woman?
Hah, and I revealed to more people that im actually a person who have 99.9% probability of cancer. I hope that the message i tried to give them during orientation is clear: to just walk through your problems and fight, and not to show any sign of being negative.
The orientation leader Glen asked me to do banana dance infront of the people in Biomedical science. LOL. Aaron turned red after that, laughed too much. LOL.
Well, and thats all. I hope I'll survive, and go through life, and give life to the ones in need.
So much to go through after surgery..
*I'm brought closer and closer. I'm regretting so much thru this life. And I don't wana regret again.*
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Thursday, April 17, 2008- I shall post about poly orientation tomorrow. (:
Right now, I'm intending to make more people smile. Actually, that has been happening since waaay days ago. Okay, OKAY! since yeeeaaaarrrsss ago. But, I have a greater sense of satisfaction doing so these days. It feels better than taking drugs (like I have ever?).
Also, days after being told that I have a 99.9% chance of having that sickness, I finally dare to exercise again. Its a great feeling, though I have a lot to catch up on fitness.
And And, my classmates and orientation leaders are AWWEESSOOOOMMMEE!!
but, I shall post about them next time. hehehe.
*All those years, are they nothing but false hope?*
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Sunday, April 13, 2008- The days are getting nearer and nearer to my surgery. After that, I probably ( I pray and hope not to) have to be taking medicine for my whole life. Ah, whatever it is, I will pray for further happiness of the world.
Hmm, for the NPAP people, u wana see the pictures I have taken? Actually, my fren CI Firdaus have some pictures too, but they're not with me, so yeah. Check it out.
RANDOM PHOTOS:
Masdiyanah and Syahmi, whatever they are doing.
Kee Yong, Rashidah and Rafael. (look at the mess on the table)
Trainer Shirt, size XXXL LMAO.
AND, WE HAVE A FEW PICTURES FROM THE DAY ITSELF:
Contigent 3, stop looking at.. THE CAMERA!!! lol.
U SMILE SUMMORE! U LAF SOMMORE! lol. *knock it down* hehe.
The parade. DUHH!
*Up close* Izwan looks darn cool.
Parade at Present Arms.
GOH girls inspection. can you see PANG ZHUANG YI?! hahaha.owrite, thats all frm me. still have some pictures. If im lucky enough, people would send me pics. heh. that all then.
*Now are you happy to see me suffer?*
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Thursday, April 10, 2008- Well, congratulations to myself for having thyroid cancer. Well, its not EXACTLY confirmed, but the people from tan tock seng hospital told me that i have a high possibility of having it right now, as I am typing. If I do, I am in Stage One of cancer. For the ones who hate me, if you feel glad, then good for you. But, sorry if you have any negative feelings about me. For the once who are okay with me, don't worry! If you know me, I am more than ordinary.
Hmm, I will still try to live an extraodinary life(which i always do). For your information, my surgery is on 22 April. Bad news, Its just a week after poly starts??! I definitely have to catch up a lot with my studies. Wooo. Everyone, wish me all the best. Pray hard. Make sure I have more posts to type about. (:
*If its the last of me, I would be gone with some regrets.*
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Tuesday, April 8, 2008- Oh well. Im not going for camp at 10 of April. Have a lot of NPCC events going on, and i wish to be around.
Theres NPAP training tommorow. So yep.
Speaking of training, trained yesterday very hardly on my abdominals, now it hurts badly. :D
Yes, im smiling, coz its kinda good news.
And, Im kinda bored now.. Nothing to say.. noone chatting/talking to me. Bored like mad.
*I'll prove to you one day.*
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Monday, April 7, 2008- And today, i woke up knowing that Dad forgot to bring his things to work. Took 854 and went to Serangoon North to pass them to him. After that, i went home, and have been doing sets and sets of exercise. Did modified leg raises and modified crunches lotsa times. Sweated a lot (dont worry, im clean now.) Also, im happy for myself that i started to use more weight for barbells. All the while, I was trying to regain fitness. Loss strength after being sick, so yeah.
Well, camp at Temasek Polytechnic is gonna start. 10 april. Sadly, i have to leave early at the last day. Have NPAP on saturday. It will be a 3 days 2 nite camp. And yeah, I will be appearing less in Yishun Town Sec. Noone will miss me. LOL. PATHETIC me. Hmm, I really wonder what kinda person people will think I am at Poly.
Will I be :-
A) A playboy (0% chance.. duh! lol)
B) Superhero who acts like a nerd (Spiderman?!)
C) A high profile guy who tried to be low profile but failed to (Thats so Secondary School version of me. LOL)
D) A good man. (HEHE. thats naturally me)
Ah, whatever it is, I'll just be myself. Just be natural around. :D
Owrite Owrite! If i wont be missed by people, then TOO HELL WITH IT!! woo.
I can live. I will live. Losers.
*I shall start it simple around here. I REGRET it.*
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Friday, April 4, 2008- Yo, people, its been long since i updated. Do understand, i was very sick lately. Remembering the days where i wake up every one hour when i slept. It was irritating. Darn irritating. I do not wish to further elaborate on myself being sick, so yeah.
Today, I went to Tan Tock Seng Hospital. Guess what? My throat almost recovered. Took super antibiotics. Have to finish it by Monday. And also, I had my neck injected just now. TWICE. First time is because there is a mistake. IRRITATING! lol. The reason why I had my neck injected is because there is a lump or something like that, so, they went to inject a cell out to investigate on it or something. I still don't know the results, but it'll be out next week, hell yeah.
Still sick though, but im still gonna be going for NPAP preview tomorrow.
* It is just nothing but a disappointment.*
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