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today, i woke up, thinking that yesterday was a dream, but it isnt!! woo! lol.

Fresh and motivated to study today. Finally understand almost everything in maths!!
But I still have to read up on Human Anatomy and Physiology.
I have to meet Ms Chew, a8g2 teacher for extra lesson!! Shes nice. Eh, but cool you know..
Actually, I do not have any lessons tomorrow, but i chose to come down!! (shame on me for praising myself.)

At 3.15, i signed in to the gym together with gym buddy Russell, along with Jeffry(is that how you spell it?), levelmate frm ytss. Lol, we really pushed each other to exercise harder.
We ended everything at 5.45. Thats long! Okay, actually not, coz we started exercising at 3.30.
But 2 and a half hours is still pretty long..

After that, I went to the mosque to pray, followed by studying at the libary. Very guai ah? (once again, shame on you rahimi!)

Reached home at 9.30pm. wow!

And guess what? I totally recovered from being stunned by yesterday's event. Was too happy and shocked. lol?!

*Im still over the moon. But it seems like im not going down yet. Seems like im going over Neptune too! She made my day again and again*

`updated on- 10:12 PM

28 June Post

Today, I went for AAR and planning meeting with my fellow CIs and superiors in YTSS.
Got lots of stuffs to take note of and take action of.

After that, something made my day. Totally. Sweetie and I confessed?! lol.
And yeah, I was waiting for bus in front of North Point just now and i felt like rolling on the road. LOL. And yeah, after that, i was stunned. Slow reaction la. LOL. Just show stone face. and walk like a normal guy with no soul. Opened the main door at my house, close my room door, and dropped on my bed. Stoned, stoned and stoned. Haha, it was worse than the day i was told i've got cancer, i trembled bcoz i was shocked, not scared, but at least i can talk properly. Was just one of the best days of my life. Felt very very very very very, (times ten to the power of 24) happy and lucky.
Btw, its the first time ever I confessed. LOL.

And and, stunned on my bed for so long.

Also went jogging with sis with a smile of my face. Smiling like mad. lol, but not showing sis much.
Jogged 3-4km, without making sis realise it.
Oh ya, that time, almost finished jogging, and passed by a playground where some Mats are slacking at. Then, heard them saying that they are looking at my sis' arse. Told them this in malay:

OI! you better watch your mouth. Why? you no mother isit?

And i expected them to come forward, but maybe, they made a wise decision not to. They never see eight pack before, -_- lame rahimi. Cowards. lol.
I told my sis "and they are cowarding around?" wow.
Lol, from this, you can tell that Rahimi doesnt like people doing such stuffs to his family members.

BUT ITS ONE OF THE HAPPIEST DAY OF MY LIFE.

*Just makes me go, "goo goo gaga"*

`updated on- 12:14 AM

Failed all my subjects in poly (except for CSAS) basket. I admit that I did not study hard and smart enough. Had no choice but to quit one of the coolest CCA, Dragon Boat. Sad ah.

Ahh, but who cares..
Im still a never say die person. DIE!! crappy me.
Okay, my point is, I tend to study in a much more spirited way now. Hmm, guess, less sleep for me, less resting time. Seriously must stop playing too much. Currently studying PIPC. Trying to improve and make a comeback. Where the hell is the Rahimi who is that damn smart and people looked up to? Gotta buck up.
|
So, without a CCA, except to back in secondary school, I am expected to do much better.
Woo. At least I still have the stadium and gym near my house to feel better. (:

*Could this be the end?*

`updated on- 10:18 PM

Things I wish would happen in my NS:

1) NS sgt: Rahimi! drop 200 for me!
Rahimi : Sir I'll do 50 more! 200 no sweat for me sir!
NS sgt : ???!!

2) NS sgt: Rahimi! pick up a rifle at the end of the forest and come back here!
Rahimi: No, no. My back hurts. Let me tell you what to do. YOU pick up the rifle. And I stay
here. I tired ah.
NS sgt: Oh okay. I'll do it right away.

3) NS sgt: RAHIMI!! you are one hour late!!
Rahimi: I apologise Sir, but..
NS sgt: Apologise for what?? I knock it down for you. *does push ups*

4) At the jungle

NS sgt: Rahimi! why are you not eating the snake?
Rahimi: Not nice ah sir.
NS sgt: okay! i get some fish and chips for you right away!

5) Rahimi: Sergeant! I need to know how many people are in my platoon.
NS sgt: AND YOU EXPECT ME TO FIND OUT FOR YOU??!
Rahimi: Yes.
NS sgt: Okay, will do it now.


I know its kinda lame, but would'nt it be so slack? lol.


*Currently in danger*

`updated on- 11:46 PM

Hey people! check this out!! Dos and Don'ts. Steps on taking care of your baby.













Funny right? I like the pic where the baby's dad was playing chess with him. The baby looked so pissed off. LOL.

Tomorrow comes another camp. PTI, Games in charge, campfire emcee, group instructor. Good luck Rahimi. Will be a bz camp. :D

*Lets face it. Facts are Facts.*

`updated on- 9:28 PM

WOW!! i regained my chin-up skills. POWER-PUFF GIRLS AH!! ( i mean, power ah)
I effortlessly did over 10 chin ups, nearing to twenty, but stopped bcoz i lazy. LOL.
woo. Im so macho baby! lol. NOT.

Also went to the library just now. Read books about healthy diet, Sword-playing and techniques to improve my massaging skills(some say its damn good, but how bout perfecting it?) Speaking of massaging, my leg is hurting like mad. Did weighted squats countless times. I wonder how gym buddy Russell is doing with his legs. LOL.

Going to army market tomorrow. Dono whether going with Aaron Cheong or not. Buying a survival tool for camp. Lol.

Btw, good ol' fren Zurain said "bye, ass" to me on msn, and I simple replied, "bye, hole!" lol.
"Damn you Rahimi" LOL

*Trying not to let my guard down now*

`updated on- 10:30 PM

Lalala, lets look at all the names people have called me before.

Firstly, Ramlan Burger, by Mr Emmanuel Teo, my former class form teacher in YTSS. Well, somehow, he said that my dad owns a burger company which rivals with Ramli Burger and I am my father's son.. so...

Next up, Ass, by Zur'ain. HAHA!! I got the " ' " in your name!! I so nice.
Erm, she calls me this because... erm.. I don't know. Lol.

Up next, Sushimi, by my present class, A8G2. Somehow, I am a food. Lol
They once called me Banana because of the Banana Dance i performed during Poly Orientation.

The next one is none other than Ahmad, by myself. I randomly call myself that. Lol.
Also made a more gangster name for myself - "Abang Ray" LOL. But don't call me that, I was just kidding.

There are many more, but the last one (and the most hated one) is definitely "Mimi". I will get irritated especially when my relatives call me that. I'm not a cat, for goodness sake. Lol. And the word Mimi sounds a little horny, if you noticed it. Yes, I can make people horny just by playing with their mind ( I'm no pervert, I just can manipulate minds), but I can control myself from being horny. Lol. So please, no more Mimi(s).

*I would if I could, but its just no good.*

`updated on- 10:32 PM

I just recalled that I was so silly that I kept on saying "condom" as a short name for condominium. That was last time of course. And, there are also times where I will trip a lot of times. That includes the present, too. Kinda ironic, I have very good balance at some time, but the other times, I keep falling down... Clumsy idiot.

Hah, I was so bored just now, that I watched Pokemon on youtube. Yep, thats how seriously bored I was. Pokemon has been existing for almost 9 years already. Like wow..

Haiyo, another dragon boat training tomorrow. My body still aching. zzz. All the best, Rahimi. You're dead!!

*Will things change...?*

`updated on- 9:07 PM

woah, dragon boat training was awesome-O! We jogged around Bedok Resevoir!
Cool ah, cool ah?! And they said that we are gonna do that every training from now on. Okay, Im dead!

Then, the training was full of running, pull-ups, stations of exercises, push ups, push ups, and PUSH UPS!! Lol, I played drunk with my friends. Was very very tired.

Hee, and i was knocked out on the bus. Luckily, I did not miss my stop.

*Being caring - a strength or a weakness?*

`updated on- 12:04 AM

Intended to run 2.4km today, but was not allowed to. Lol, had to help parents buy stuffs from the market and also entertain the guests in the house.
So, what i did was i ran as fast as i can to the market and bought the stuffs and ran back home. I feel so weak, coz my stamina is really bad.
Furthermore, tomorrow is like, my dragon boat training, or is it the selection? Wow, I forgot. Just hope that I will stop getting blisters easily on my hand and also stop feeling tired too easily.

Lol, guess what? I fell asleep at 5pm just now. I was too darn tired entertaining the kids, the guests and all. Just now, the kids were climbing all over me. I'm a baby magnet? nahh!! The egg tart I ate just now was so delicious, I told the others that it is not nice so that i can eat more. lol. nahh, i aint that selfish.

And and, wow, i have to read up on the Cross-Culture Communication notes for this so called "holiday". Thats not all, I have to give long answers for the short questions they asked.
Lol, looking at the bright side, at least I don't have to do those holiday packages that I did back in secondary school. Power ah.

The best part of today's open house at my house (duh!!) was the food!

*This ain't a mouth to ear thing, coz what is expected is actions*

`updated on- 10:55 PM

You know, when i was small (dono what age and i sound like some granddad. -_-), i used to have an imaginary friend. It was the time where I wanted attention from my parents, but failed to. Stupid attention seeker. LOL.

Attempts after attempts, i still failed to. And ya, i stopped having imaginary friends when my late cat was around (late cat, what a term to use). Talked to it, sleep beside it (but it will eventually leave, play with it and stuff. I was much of a cat lover, except for cleaning up its faeces. :D and paying for its expenses.

Was 16 years old when my cat died. It died when it was like.. 10 or 11 years old. Aiyo, still remember its white fur and its so nice. That cat of mine is a persian you see..
Still remember how territorial it was and how caring it was to other kittens.
Somehow, i feel like its like me, so kind, so caring. Please note that the bolded phrase is just plain nonsense.
Grr too bad it was dead, after 7 or 8 years with it.
I wonder, is he in heaven? Do cats go to heaven??! Okay, im thinking like a kid now.

Well, thats an experience i would like to share tonight. Take care everyone.

*Its not that life is unfair. Its just that its a little bit less than kind, to everyone. So, be grateful.*

`updated on- 8:32 PM

hey peeps. My term test is finally over. Biochemistry paper is kinda not bad.
Knock-out'ed when i reach home, slept till arnd 4.30 pm. My secondary school friend, Russell reached the gym already. Heh, I was late. Planned to go to the gym with him earlier. Did lots and lots of chin ups. Had to practice for Dragon Boat. Actually, I'm in a win-win situation. If I don't get selected, I can study harder, and if I get selected, I'm in the team.

Found out that my running stamina was really getting from bad to worse. Planned for a morning run tomorrow. Power ah.

Meeting Ridhwan and the rest for Friday prayers tomorrow. Quite a long time since we met. Hope we can go play LAN tomorrow!! haha.

And you know what? during my Biochemistry paper just now, my phone rang, received sms by MY MUM (of all people). The phone was in my bag, and all of the candidate's bags and belongings were placed in front. I acted as though nothing happened. Lala-ing around as though it was other people's handphone. Then i ask the invigilator, "Sir, can i switch my phone to silent mode? Just in case it rings and distract the others."
Surprisingly, Amirah frm A8G1 knows about it.(she even typed it in my tagboard. lol)
Was pretty funny la.

Owrite, late already, i wana go to dreamland. Nite.

*Fight now, or suffer later.*

`updated on- 11:53 PM

well, heres a post on why I wana be nice to others.

Other than the fact that I want to be sincere, I wanted to have a sense of belonging. What I mean is that, I keep on having a hard time trying to "belong" somewhere. Hah, and yea, can you believe it, I am a person who doesn't feel accepted? Doesn't seem like me eh?

I believed that by being a good person, people will give me a chance to be really real friends with them. But, it seems like I kept getting the opposite results. Haha, of course not ALWAYS, but it happens a lot of time. I really felt that I am in the wrong now, being very very nice and to others, being kind, trying to make people smile, I totally know that this was the cause of the opposite results. People tend to take so much that they forget that I am still another human being. I need to live with a sense of belonging, and not being treated like whole damn trash.

I am really sorry, that I felt angry at a lot of people because of this thing. It was really my fault that I gave this impression to others.

*Sometimes, you have no choice but to get rid of yourself just to prevent hurting others any further. I should be selfless.. I have no choice.*

`updated on- 9:49 PM

oh gosh, i just feel like banging this com. Im seriously frustrated with the spywares and adwares. Irritating. Computer is so bloody lag. Harder to surf the internet to confirm on my studies.

Today was the first day of the term test week. Had PIPC. It stands for Principles of Inorganic and Physical Chemistry. It was pretty good. heh, and I was floating (mentally) like mad.

Well, trying to forget the thing I am very upset about these few days. Did quite a lot of stuff. Ran 2km, studied and studied, exercised in the gym, getting frustrated at this com. But I just can't forget what i am so upset about. Don't wana post about it on blog.

*I should be nice, but not too nice to others.*
Next topic coming up on the blog: another reason why i wana be nice other than being sincere

`updated on- 11:35 PM

entries

today, i woke up, thinking that yesterday was a dream, but it isnt!! woo! lol.

Fresh and motivated to study today. Finally understand almost everything in maths!!
But I still have to read up on Human Anatomy and Physiology.
I have to meet Ms Chew, a8g2 teacher for extra lesson!! Shes nice. Eh, but cool you know..
Actually, I do not have any lessons tomorrow, but i chose to come down!! (shame on me for praising myself.)

At 3.15, i signed in to the gym together with gym buddy Russell, along with Jeffry(is that how you spell it?), levelmate frm ytss. Lol, we really pushed each other to exercise harder.
We ended everything at 5.45. Thats long! Okay, actually not, coz we started exercising at 3.30.
But 2 and a half hours is still pretty long..

After that, I went to the mosque to pray, followed by studying at the libary. Very guai ah? (once again, shame on you rahimi!)

Reached home at 9.30pm. wow!

And guess what? I totally recovered from being stunned by yesterday's event. Was too happy and shocked. lol?!

*Im still over the moon. But it seems like im not going down yet. Seems like im going over Neptune too! She made my day again and again*

`updated on- 10:12 PM

28 June Post

Today, I went for AAR and planning meeting with my fellow CIs and superiors in YTSS.
Got lots of stuffs to take note of and take action of.

After that, something made my day. Totally. Sweetie and I confessed?! lol.
And yeah, I was waiting for bus in front of North Point just now and i felt like rolling on the road. LOL. And yeah, after that, i was stunned. Slow reaction la. LOL. Just show stone face. and walk like a normal guy with no soul. Opened the main door at my house, close my room door, and dropped on my bed. Stoned, stoned and stoned. Haha, it was worse than the day i was told i've got cancer, i trembled bcoz i was shocked, not scared, but at least i can talk properly. Was just one of the best days of my life. Felt very very very very very, (times ten to the power of 24) happy and lucky.
Btw, its the first time ever I confessed. LOL.

And and, stunned on my bed for so long.

Also went jogging with sis with a smile of my face. Smiling like mad. lol, but not showing sis much.
Jogged 3-4km, without making sis realise it.
Oh ya, that time, almost finished jogging, and passed by a playground where some Mats are slacking at. Then, heard them saying that they are looking at my sis' arse. Told them this in malay:

OI! you better watch your mouth. Why? you no mother isit?

And i expected them to come forward, but maybe, they made a wise decision not to. They never see eight pack before, -_- lame rahimi. Cowards. lol.
I told my sis "and they are cowarding around?" wow.
Lol, from this, you can tell that Rahimi doesnt like people doing such stuffs to his family members.

BUT ITS ONE OF THE HAPPIEST DAY OF MY LIFE.

*Just makes me go, "goo goo gaga"*

`updated on- 12:14 AM

Failed all my subjects in poly (except for CSAS) basket. I admit that I did not study hard and smart enough. Had no choice but to quit one of the coolest CCA, Dragon Boat. Sad ah.

Ahh, but who cares..
Im still a never say die person. DIE!! crappy me.
Okay, my point is, I tend to study in a much more spirited way now. Hmm, guess, less sleep for me, less resting time. Seriously must stop playing too much. Currently studying PIPC. Trying to improve and make a comeback. Where the hell is the Rahimi who is that damn smart and people looked up to? Gotta buck up.
|
So, without a CCA, except to back in secondary school, I am expected to do much better.
Woo. At least I still have the stadium and gym near my house to feel better. (:

*Could this be the end?*

`updated on- 10:18 PM

Things I wish would happen in my NS:

1) NS sgt: Rahimi! drop 200 for me!
Rahimi : Sir I'll do 50 more! 200 no sweat for me sir!
NS sgt : ???!!

2) NS sgt: Rahimi! pick up a rifle at the end of the forest and come back here!
Rahimi: No, no. My back hurts. Let me tell you what to do. YOU pick up the rifle. And I stay
here. I tired ah.
NS sgt: Oh okay. I'll do it right away.

3) NS sgt: RAHIMI!! you are one hour late!!
Rahimi: I apologise Sir, but..
NS sgt: Apologise for what?? I knock it down for you. *does push ups*

4) At the jungle

NS sgt: Rahimi! why are you not eating the snake?
Rahimi: Not nice ah sir.
NS sgt: okay! i get some fish and chips for you right away!

5) Rahimi: Sergeant! I need to know how many people are in my platoon.
NS sgt: AND YOU EXPECT ME TO FIND OUT FOR YOU??!
Rahimi: Yes.
NS sgt: Okay, will do it now.


I know its kinda lame, but would'nt it be so slack? lol.


*Currently in danger*

`updated on- 11:46 PM

Hey people! check this out!! Dos and Don'ts. Steps on taking care of your baby.













Funny right? I like the pic where the baby's dad was playing chess with him. The baby looked so pissed off. LOL.

Tomorrow comes another camp. PTI, Games in charge, campfire emcee, group instructor. Good luck Rahimi. Will be a bz camp. :D

*Lets face it. Facts are Facts.*

`updated on- 9:28 PM

WOW!! i regained my chin-up skills. POWER-PUFF GIRLS AH!! ( i mean, power ah)
I effortlessly did over 10 chin ups, nearing to twenty, but stopped bcoz i lazy. LOL.
woo. Im so macho baby! lol. NOT.

Also went to the library just now. Read books about healthy diet, Sword-playing and techniques to improve my massaging skills(some say its damn good, but how bout perfecting it?) Speaking of massaging, my leg is hurting like mad. Did weighted squats countless times. I wonder how gym buddy Russell is doing with his legs. LOL.

Going to army market tomorrow. Dono whether going with Aaron Cheong or not. Buying a survival tool for camp. Lol.

Btw, good ol' fren Zurain said "bye, ass" to me on msn, and I simple replied, "bye, hole!" lol.
"Damn you Rahimi" LOL

*Trying not to let my guard down now*

`updated on- 10:30 PM

Lalala, lets look at all the names people have called me before.

Firstly, Ramlan Burger, by Mr Emmanuel Teo, my former class form teacher in YTSS. Well, somehow, he said that my dad owns a burger company which rivals with Ramli Burger and I am my father's son.. so...

Next up, Ass, by Zur'ain. HAHA!! I got the " ' " in your name!! I so nice.
Erm, she calls me this because... erm.. I don't know. Lol.

Up next, Sushimi, by my present class, A8G2. Somehow, I am a food. Lol
They once called me Banana because of the Banana Dance i performed during Poly Orientation.

The next one is none other than Ahmad, by myself. I randomly call myself that. Lol.
Also made a more gangster name for myself - "Abang Ray" LOL. But don't call me that, I was just kidding.

There are many more, but the last one (and the most hated one) is definitely "Mimi". I will get irritated especially when my relatives call me that. I'm not a cat, for goodness sake. Lol. And the word Mimi sounds a little horny, if you noticed it. Yes, I can make people horny just by playing with their mind ( I'm no pervert, I just can manipulate minds), but I can control myself from being horny. Lol. So please, no more Mimi(s).

*I would if I could, but its just no good.*

`updated on- 10:32 PM

I just recalled that I was so silly that I kept on saying "condom" as a short name for condominium. That was last time of course. And, there are also times where I will trip a lot of times. That includes the present, too. Kinda ironic, I have very good balance at some time, but the other times, I keep falling down... Clumsy idiot.

Hah, I was so bored just now, that I watched Pokemon on youtube. Yep, thats how seriously bored I was. Pokemon has been existing for almost 9 years already. Like wow..

Haiyo, another dragon boat training tomorrow. My body still aching. zzz. All the best, Rahimi. You're dead!!

*Will things change...?*

`updated on- 9:07 PM

woah, dragon boat training was awesome-O! We jogged around Bedok Resevoir!
Cool ah, cool ah?! And they said that we are gonna do that every training from now on. Okay, Im dead!

Then, the training was full of running, pull-ups, stations of exercises, push ups, push ups, and PUSH UPS!! Lol, I played drunk with my friends. Was very very tired.

Hee, and i was knocked out on the bus. Luckily, I did not miss my stop.

*Being caring - a strength or a weakness?*

`updated on- 12:04 AM

Intended to run 2.4km today, but was not allowed to. Lol, had to help parents buy stuffs from the market and also entertain the guests in the house.
So, what i did was i ran as fast as i can to the market and bought the stuffs and ran back home. I feel so weak, coz my stamina is really bad.
Furthermore, tomorrow is like, my dragon boat training, or is it the selection? Wow, I forgot. Just hope that I will stop getting blisters easily on my hand and also stop feeling tired too easily.

Lol, guess what? I fell asleep at 5pm just now. I was too darn tired entertaining the kids, the guests and all. Just now, the kids were climbing all over me. I'm a baby magnet? nahh!! The egg tart I ate just now was so delicious, I told the others that it is not nice so that i can eat more. lol. nahh, i aint that selfish.

And and, wow, i have to read up on the Cross-Culture Communication notes for this so called "holiday". Thats not all, I have to give long answers for the short questions they asked.
Lol, looking at the bright side, at least I don't have to do those holiday packages that I did back in secondary school. Power ah.

The best part of today's open house at my house (duh!!) was the food!

*This ain't a mouth to ear thing, coz what is expected is actions*

`updated on- 10:55 PM

You know, when i was small (dono what age and i sound like some granddad. -_-), i used to have an imaginary friend. It was the time where I wanted attention from my parents, but failed to. Stupid attention seeker. LOL.

Attempts after attempts, i still failed to. And ya, i stopped having imaginary friends when my late cat was around (late cat, what a term to use). Talked to it, sleep beside it (but it will eventually leave, play with it and stuff. I was much of a cat lover, except for cleaning up its faeces. :D and paying for its expenses.

Was 16 years old when my cat died. It died when it was like.. 10 or 11 years old. Aiyo, still remember its white fur and its so nice. That cat of mine is a persian you see..
Still remember how territorial it was and how caring it was to other kittens.
Somehow, i feel like its like me, so kind, so caring. Please note that the bolded phrase is just plain nonsense.
Grr too bad it was dead, after 7 or 8 years with it.
I wonder, is he in heaven? Do cats go to heaven??! Okay, im thinking like a kid now.

Well, thats an experience i would like to share tonight. Take care everyone.

*Its not that life is unfair. Its just that its a little bit less than kind, to everyone. So, be grateful.*

`updated on- 8:32 PM

hey peeps. My term test is finally over. Biochemistry paper is kinda not bad.
Knock-out'ed when i reach home, slept till arnd 4.30 pm. My secondary school friend, Russell reached the gym already. Heh, I was late. Planned to go to the gym with him earlier. Did lots and lots of chin ups. Had to practice for Dragon Boat. Actually, I'm in a win-win situation. If I don't get selected, I can study harder, and if I get selected, I'm in the team.

Found out that my running stamina was really getting from bad to worse. Planned for a morning run tomorrow. Power ah.

Meeting Ridhwan and the rest for Friday prayers tomorrow. Quite a long time since we met. Hope we can go play LAN tomorrow!! haha.

And you know what? during my Biochemistry paper just now, my phone rang, received sms by MY MUM (of all people). The phone was in my bag, and all of the candidate's bags and belongings were placed in front. I acted as though nothing happened. Lala-ing around as though it was other people's handphone. Then i ask the invigilator, "Sir, can i switch my phone to silent mode? Just in case it rings and distract the others."
Surprisingly, Amirah frm A8G1 knows about it.(she even typed it in my tagboard. lol)
Was pretty funny la.

Owrite, late already, i wana go to dreamland. Nite.

*Fight now, or suffer later.*

`updated on- 11:53 PM

well, heres a post on why I wana be nice to others.

Other than the fact that I want to be sincere, I wanted to have a sense of belonging. What I mean is that, I keep on having a hard time trying to "belong" somewhere. Hah, and yea, can you believe it, I am a person who doesn't feel accepted? Doesn't seem like me eh?

I believed that by being a good person, people will give me a chance to be really real friends with them. But, it seems like I kept getting the opposite results. Haha, of course not ALWAYS, but it happens a lot of time. I really felt that I am in the wrong now, being very very nice and to others, being kind, trying to make people smile, I totally know that this was the cause of the opposite results. People tend to take so much that they forget that I am still another human being. I need to live with a sense of belonging, and not being treated like whole damn trash.

I am really sorry, that I felt angry at a lot of people because of this thing. It was really my fault that I gave this impression to others.

*Sometimes, you have no choice but to get rid of yourself just to prevent hurting others any further. I should be selfless.. I have no choice.*

`updated on- 9:49 PM

oh gosh, i just feel like banging this com. Im seriously frustrated with the spywares and adwares. Irritating. Computer is so bloody lag. Harder to surf the internet to confirm on my studies.

Today was the first day of the term test week. Had PIPC. It stands for Principles of Inorganic and Physical Chemistry. It was pretty good. heh, and I was floating (mentally) like mad.

Well, trying to forget the thing I am very upset about these few days. Did quite a lot of stuff. Ran 2km, studied and studied, exercised in the gym, getting frustrated at this com. But I just can't forget what i am so upset about. Don't wana post about it on blog.

*I should be nice, but not too nice to others.*
Next topic coming up on the blog: another reason why i wana be nice other than being sincere

`updated on- 11:35 PM

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Name: Rahimi
Birthday: 1st February
Looks: Better than you.
School: Temasek Polytechnic Applied Science



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1. In the pursuit for happiness