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Monday, March 15, 2010- I arrived home 30 min ago, and the television was on. Well, my dad fell asleep while watching it. He's currently on the mattress in the living room, sleeping.
That man was probably tired from his work.
Well, just now, he was coughing like mad la. Offered to feed him some cough syrup. I took the bottle and a spoon, offering to him, but he simply drank some from the bottle itself. Sheesh. Luckily, it was just the right amount.
I cant ignore the fact that my dad has been working very very hard for months lately. He totally went over his own limits. Hmm, he's not only working. He's struggling. For a man to single handedly take care of the family for years, that requires a resilient person to do that despite all the problems that the family is having. The incident where he "invested" that $60k but did not get a single sent back.. it also showed how determined he was to get that money for my sister and I to further our education. But as problems and more problems arise, I knew that he can't make it alone.
And of course, as a son, I grew sick and tired of knowing that he is struggling. Of course I have to start somewhere. And its going to be the 4th month since my long battle to help. So far, the results were only little, but I have to keep moving. I know that the big results will come in soon, as long as i keep praying, and as long as i keep pushing.
Dad, dont worry. I'm going to stop this agony.
`updated on- 11:10 PM
Sunday, March 14, 2010- I have to stay strong now.
Life would be a struggle.
But I will just keep moving forward.
No matter how slow I am.
I must not stop.
Lots of people will need me.
I must not fail them..
`updated on- 10:12 PM
