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Saturday, February 27, 2010- I'm just sharing out my thoughts here...
I remembered that after FI Faizal selected me to be the NPCC Annual Parade and Singapore Youth Festival 2010 CI-Coordinator, my leg shivered, but I was really delighted. It was a dream that I was about to fulfill. I acknowledged that it was not going to be an easy journey, and took up a challenge not only to improve myself, but also the organisation as a whole. I remembered telling myself to prove those people who were against me that I can do it.
But as time goes by, things tend to get demoralising. There were lots of problems, from the lack of support from my family, an overwhelming ego in manpower, and also the lack of quality mindset from some. Days pass by, and I still had hope in everyone, but it kept going down, until one time, when I told myself that its time for a change.
For many times, problems arise. For many times, people do not believe in me. But until when? I personally believe that it takes one to cause a chain reaction and make a change.
If noone is going to do it, then its up to me. I'm just going to show everyone how capable I am. I can do lots of extraodinary things, theres so much in my life that I have went through which are not ordinary and I believe that I can help beat all odds. I'm telling myself that I'm not an ordinary person, because theres so much things that I dream of which are not ordinary, and I always want to take action to achieve them. In fact, I'm making my move now. One person might not be enough sometimes, so I'm just going to use these two powerful words: Leadership and Influence. Its now up to me to start making a change now..
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Thursday, February 25, 2010- Sometimes, I tend to remember on how crazy I was over Power Rangers when I was a kid. I was crazy over the character Tommy Oliver who was a big hero to many kids out there during the old days, also known as the Green/White Ranger in the Mighty Morphin Power Ranger series.
Wow. I was such a Power Ranger Geek when I was young. Back in the days, my cousins and I used to do some "rough play" to each other and fight. Yep, we hardly see the spirit of young guys being rough these days. But yeah, we used to just fight until one of us cries, or bleed. LOL. But yeah, we were kids back then..
I could still remember myself pretending to be the Green Ranger last time. Well, I cant blame myself, I was four then. If you guys ever watched Power Ranger before, usually, the Red Ranger would usually wear a red shirt before morphing, a yellow ranger would wear a yellow one, so on and so forth. They would match their shirt to what ranger they are. And for me, I went extreme. I wear GREEN UNDERWEAR!! LMAO. Those were the days back then..
haha. I just missed the good old days where the cartoons and kids shows were so damn exciting. Things are getting lame these days. Or maybe I have just grown up. A lot. Haha, so much have changed for the past 15 years eh..
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Monday, February 22, 2010- Oh shucks. My com just CRASHED! Just borrowed a laptop from Shahrir (thanks bro), and I can finally do my work, blogging and stuffs.
Its like, Monday today, and tomorrow is the start of the first of two papers for me.. Dammit! I'm so damn looking forward to holidays, but not the exams. I bet that lots of students agree with the previous statement. lol. But really, thank GOD that I have only 2 exam papers. Okay, one is a killer. DAMMIT!
Well, its all about enduring through this problems sometimes, and all the rewards will definitely come eventually..
So, tomorrow's plan would be to wake up, hit the gym, work out as hard as I can to release all the stress away, and mug, mug, mug! Its time to work hard!
I'm just telling myself to keep strong in the mind and heart. There are so many people out there that I want to put in values to their life. And I definitely cant do it if I am not successful in life. So, right now, I just have to excel both in business and in studies, and things will start to change with my help. The goal of bringing values to people's lives might sound unnecessary to some, but this is something that has a big meaning to myself.
Hmm, so all I have to do now is just to start mugging again after blogging this post. I hope that 5 years down the road, when I read this post back again, I will smile to myself coz this dream of mine really come true. Well, its time for me to make my move now..
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Thursday, February 18, 2010- Hell yeah!
Just left with less than a week to holidays, and that would be awesome. There would be lots of rest to catch up with, more adventures (well, isn't studying non stop of science no life?) and of course dreams to fulfill. Oh wait, you guys just know me... Holidays will definitely be full of GYM GYM GYM!! hahahah.
Well, thats about the upcoming holidays. I'm gonna share something with you guys today. Check this video out!
Haha, well, I miss the good old days of watching Mighty Morphin Power Rangers.
That was like the first series of Power Rangers :D
I guess I'll post a blogpost about that next time eh! hahah.
Hmm owrite. I gotta go now. I'm gonna mug for tomorrow's term test. Its gonna be a pain in the ass, but oh well, once its over, its out of my life!! Just look forward for more posts!
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Wednesday, February 17, 2010- Haha! I'm back! And check out the blog, it kinda changed huh?
Well, I got lots of stories going on lately, so read on..
As you can see for the past 3 years of my life, I see not much but lots of failures, and bumpy rides and all. But 2010 is very very different from the past 19 years of my life. Why is this so? This year is a new chapter of my life. Its called, "The Year of My Life's War". It either sounds big time, overrated, or kinda.. "WHAT??" to some of you, but I'll explain why.
As you know, my dad needs to get $60k to pay for his debt, and I'm taking action for it. My personal problems, I'm taking actions for it. And a little more than one month ago, a burglar broke into my house and $8k of stuff in my house was gone, $2k belonging to me. That $2k was for my education, I wanted my mum to keep it in the bank, but she insisted on holding it. So, there you go. If money have wings, then there it flies..
And guess what? I'm taking action for it too?
About my health? On my path taking action for it, there were times where I went breathless,
I couldn't breathe as per normal at times, and of course since I get tired at times, chest pains do occur. Did I tell you I'm a cancer survivor too? WOW! Haha. This is where I stand, and I appreciate myself for being, me... I might be tired, I might not be able to take much of it physically, but as long as my mentality is there, nothing is stopping me, and if God permits it, I shall succeed. I cant believe I'm doing this when I'm still a student. Woo. And I'm taking action about my health too, so don't worry..
I promised my mum that all the money that we have lost, I will make up for them by then end of this year. It sounds crazy, but I as from what I can say, I'm damn right taking action of every single problem that I have. Indeed, this year, its war for me. Its the year where I start confronting every single problem that I have. Of course, its tiring, but I'll just call this an investment.
Hmm, then its just me now, and putting values to people's lives.
*Watch my crazy, but very possible plans. Damn, its risk taking time.*
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