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Thursday, May 29, 2008- My arms are aching all over. The reason is that i went to the gym 3 days in a row; saturday, sunday and monday. WOW. never did such a thing before. Gained 2 kg. On the road to 70kg! arnd 8 kg more to go!
Exams coming up on monday. How (not) excited can i be? Studied PIPC and 75% of maths. what do i have left? Human Anatomy and Physiology, Biochemistry(OH MY GOD!) and organic chemistry.
Have been collecting money these few days, but I feel like eating famous amos cookies. heh. Miss the chocolaty, crunchy, nutty taste of that damn thing. zzz.
Lol, i seriously think that i should have tuition classes at night. but hmm, I dont think my parents can afford it. Maybe I should use my savings? lalala.
Hmm, better not waste my time now. I'd better be off now. See ya.
*Don't be a fool. I aint a dog. I won't kneel down outside in the rain, asking for sympathy*
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Saturday, May 24, 2008- Power ah. Yesterday went to the gym and exercised like mad. Body finally aching. -_-
Today too lazy to go. heh. But its a good time for me to study. Term test is coming soon!!. Not excited.
I've been procrastinating too much in my studies. I needa buck up.
My plans for tomorrow:
Go gym (again)
Study like mad.
Eat 5 or 6 meals.
Read read read.
Grr. Better go now. Needa CHIONG!!
*Fuck them. Totally despise these kinda people* - will tell about it next time? or not?
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Monday, May 19, 2008- zzz. You know what? I was intended to run 4km right now, but thinking again, Im TOO LAZY. lol.
I'd rather study right now. And yeah, I know that I'm one hell of an angel. Erm, you guys discovered something? I've put the words hell and angel in one sentence. woohoo. Wow, getting excited at that is just so lame.
The scare on my neck is getting less visible now. However, I can still feel it. I can't wait to fully recover. Then, can go back to gym days, flipping days, and getting beaten up days. Erm, ignore the last part.
Hmm, but.. i still feel kinda sad yer noe. And frustrated. Coz i still have to be dependent on medicine for my whole life. I really hate being dependent on things. Is there a way where I can do without those medicine? And yeah, i know that there are people in way more worse condition than me, but I have a lot of things to do for this world itself.
*I have forgiven you, but I won't forget what you have done.*
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Thursday, May 15, 2008- Had dragon boat training yesterday. Did 50 push ups and stretchings and stuffs for warm ups, followed by 3.8 m. We did near 300 (or have we gone over that?) push ups. Chin ups, and blablabla.
Pretty darn fun to feel darn worn out after exercising. And guess what? I went for the training before recovering from muscle aches. THATS tiring.
I'm going to have Human Anatomy and Physiology test tomorrow. Currently studying and blogging. You know what? My class has this clique called "The Gay(HAPPY) club". lol. Its pretty damn funny, but i wont talk about it in this entry. lol.
Today, I woke up being pissed off. Its so hard just for my family members to say a simple 5-letter word, "Sorry".
seriously man, I'm really pissed with the fact that people do mistakes that really troubles me, and they don't apologise or do something about it. ah, lets not talk about it.
Body aches today. The reason is because of the trainings I had. Haha.
Came to the lecture theatre and my caregroup/class mates, De Hong and Han Liang (fellow happy club members) poking my chest and hitting my shoulder. Was like "OWW! B@$+@/6!!" at them. lol. erm, btw, they poked my chest, right, but it isn't a gay move. I aint gay. I belong to Happy club. heh. Han Liang and De Hong did a HAPPY MOVE!!
Owrite, tml will be a long day. tata.
*Pain, in the ass*
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Tuesday, May 13, 2008- Argh. My body sure aches a lot. Want to know why? Its because I had my first ever dragon boat training yesterday. LOL. We did lotsa enjoyable pumping and running, and legworks (despite my neck). Yeah, I did it, but I am not out of my mind. My neck did hurt a little but I do not think it will do any damage. Wah, and its like, 3 of the Rifle PT I had in my NCO camp combined together. lol, serious.
The most irritating part is chin-ups. We have to do 5 sets of 5, and we have to wait in the line for our turn. It sounds like a good thing, but while waiting in the line, I've got more and more exhausted. Almost kena dehydration, and drank a bottle of water pretty fast during a break. Phew.
Haha, finally, I do not have to feel uncomfortable for not going to the gym. The push-ups, squats, and stuffs are pretty cool. Though its really exhausting, I love the training.
Well, today is simply a revision day for logarithm and stuffs. lol. And I cant raise my hand straight for even 5 seconds because of my tired shoulder.
What's cool is that me and some of my classmates went to play bowling! lol.
I'm the noob, of course. Well, my classmate Zech, if you know him, is an innocent guy
but unintentionally, he is a bloody class joker. LOL.
And guess what? I've signed up to be a helper for National Camp this year! woohoo. Well, whichever stranger who reads my blog and wana know who I really am, u can go for the camp. (:
*I must not have a lower self-esteem. I can't let it happen again.*
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Saturday, May 10, 2008- Today is quite an accomplishment. I finished 4-5 km of jogging and running. Finished 2.4km in around 8 min. I'm still trying to go further, hoping that I can at least run fast for my 2.4km.
After that, I did around 150m of walking lunges and did side running. That made me even more tired, especially when i did the walking lunges a few min after running.
I found out that I tend to get dehydrated very easily these days. Perhaps its because of the stuffs I use to heal the wound on my neck and weight-gaining. And, haha, I planned to start training to around weeks after I heal. And, it will be in the stadium!
I better heal very quickly, hope i just need 24 hours.
*I live, and survived, just so many times. There could have been a reason why*
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Friday, May 9, 2008- Sorry to all. I've been very very busy lately. Have been waking up at 5am almost everyday and sleep at 12 - 2 am. Sian, I'm tired. lol.
I am busy:-
With poly life.
Recovering as fast as I can.
Fighting my own personal demons.
Recovering in terms of emotions too.
Trying to make a good day to people around.
Eating. LOL.
And Im trying to be in a 100% health condition by monday. Just trying hard to do so.
So far, I can:-
Do one handed push ups.
Do some dumbell exercises.
Modified leg raises.
Lunges with weights.
Look up, but not fully.
Carry Zech from my class!! lol.
Eat pizzas. hehe.
Seems like I'm recovering. Wondering about my voice now. Is it okay yet? I've not shouted for months already. And, it seems that anger and frustration keeps getting into myself, though I did not show it. Well, once again. Pray for my best, and the best that I'm gonna give to this shattering world.
*You're gonna pay, there's no forgiveness this time..*
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Monday, May 5, 2008- hmm I'm pretty excited. Tomorrow is the day that I'll be officially be back in polytechnic and be having my first ever damn lesson!! lol. wow. I am (so far) the slowest guy in my course. 2 weeks absent, but I know I can catch up =X
Hah, and the cool part is getting to have classes with 25 of my caregroup mates!
My neck still havent heal properly. I cant exercise yet. Stupid shit. I must be patient. Think in one week time, it'll be okay. I just dont wana get flabby. Like serious. No exercise + Rahimi = flabby boney Rahimi with a BMI of 15. WOW. NISA!! u want BMI 15 rite? lol.
Oh yea, theres a BMI calculator on this blog. If you wana check it out, try it. I'm nice, I know. :D
*How far can I go?*
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Sunday, May 4, 2008- Hey hey. got more jokes coming out. check this out for instance.
Deathwish
3 buddies die in a car crash, they go to heaven to an orientation.
They are all asked, "When you are in your casket and friends and family are mourning upon you, what would you like to hear them say about you?
The first guy says, "I would like to hear them say that I was a great doctor of my time, and a great family man."
The second guy says, "I would like to hear that I was a wonderful husband and school teacher which made a huge difference in our children of tomorrow."
The last guy replies, "I would like to hear them say.....LOOK, HE'S MOVING!!!!!"
A boss, his polite secretary, and his army.
The manager hired a new secretary. She was young, sweet and polite. One day while taking dictation, she noticed his fly was open. While leaving the room, she courteously said, "Oh by the way sir, did you know that your barracks door is open? He did not understand her remark, but later on he happened to look down and saw that his zipper was open. He decided to have some fun with his new employee.
Calling her in, he asked, "By the way Miss Jones, when you saw my barracks door open, did you also see a soldier standing at attention?" The secretary, who was quite witty replied, "Why no sir, all I saw was a little disabled veteran sitting on two duffel bags."
No title for this one.
Johnny was walking down the road and saw two people working. One was digging a hole and the other immedately filled up the hole. After johnny watched them for a few minutes and they dug/filled over 3 holes johnny finally asked, "what are you doing?
the workers said "there were three of us , I dug a hole, the second guy planted a tree, and he (pointing to the other guy over there) filled the hole, the second guy is sick today so..."
haha, hope u enjoy them.
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Saturday, May 3, 2008- Hey, check this out. Its pretty fun to read this. Try reading this aloud.
The European Union commissioners have announced that agreement has been reached to adopt English as the preferred language for European communications, rather than German, which was the other possibility. As part of the negotiations, Her Majesty's Government conceded that English spelling had some room for improvement and has accepted a five-year phased plan for what will be known as EuroEnglish (Euro for short).
In the first year, "s" will be used instead of the soft "c." Sertainly, sivil servants will resieve this news with joy. Also, the hard "c" will be replaced with "k". Not only will this klear up konfusion, but typewriters kan have one less letter.
There will be growing publik emthusiasm in the sekond year, when the troublesome "ph" will be replaced by "f". This will make words like fotograf" 20 persent shorter.
In the third year, publik akseptanse of the new spelling kan be expekted to reach the stage where more komplikated changes are possible. Governments will enkorage the removal of double letters, which have always ben a deterent to akurate speling. Also, al wil agre that the horible mes of silent "e"s in the languag is disgrasful, and they would go.
By the fourth year, peopl wil be reseptiv to steps such as replasing "th" by "z" and "w" by " v".
During ze fifz year, ze unesesary "o" kan be dropd from vords kontaining "ou", and similar changes vud of kors be aplid to ozer kombinations of leters.
After zis fifz yer, ve vil hav a reli sensibl riten styl. Zer vil be no mor trubls or difikultis and evrivun vil find it ezi tu understand ech ozer.
Ze drem vil finali kum tru.
vait a minut, zis vords lok lik German vriting.
had fun? it is not over yet. this blog will be a lil bit more fun.
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Thursday, May 1, 2008- Im currently listening to songs, studying chemistry (dont worry, not retaking that for O level), and blogging. Hah, I have planned what to do after 22nd may. My neck is still not okay yet, but its improving faster than other normal people ( I think).
Im really recovering very fast. Gonna ask dad if i can go for classes on 5 may. Really hoping that i can go, of course. And you know what? Biochemistry is lame at the beginning. Seriously lame. Have to read another different subject textbook together with biochemistry textbook, then can understand one.
And you know what? i only slept for 1 or 2 hours. Not so tired now, i wonder why. Slept at 3+ am, woke up at 5. Why? Affected by itches. Doctors said its an allergic reaction. Like, what am I allergic to? grr.
Not being able to go to poly has left me hungry very frequently. every 2-3 hours, will feel hungry. LOL. My big appetite. I want to gain weight to 70kg, yes. But I want 70kg of healthy weight. And, next time i blog, I think im gonna blog about some jokes and stuff for entertainment, coz this blog is getting less interesting.
*My climb back up is just beginning.*
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