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Thursday, July 30, 2009- Okay awesome!
I went to the gym today, and I actually planned to work out for only an hour, but it lasted for 2 hours and 15 min.
I did a good shoulder workout. Right now, it is a torture to simply raise up my hand. Well, its all thanks to the encouragements and help that my friends (who are old enough for me to call "Uncle) gave me. These bunch of strong peeps are very good at pushing their friends to their limits. Thats awesome, coz I was pushed beyond my limits.
Oh, speaking of workouts, I am currently having a shin injury. Yes, another injury, once again.
I'm simply full of injuries, I know. But oh well, that simply means I can't run for some weeks now, which is much of a bad news. Not to worry, coz I have a feeling that I'm recovering pretty fast now. And once I'm done recovering, I'll be doing more runs and leg exercises. It'll be as awesome as ever.
*Let down by a lie I told myself*
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Thursday, July 23, 2009- I have been observing myself lately.
It seems that I am getting weaker in terms of health, but it seems that my mentality to keep fighting for my best has been growing stronger. Yes, its true that life is getting less than kind now, but yeah, I've been motivating myself all the way. I know for myself that getting motivated in my kind of state is a very hard thing to do, but yeah, I've went this far and I can't turn back for now.
I need to remember that I am born with a gift. And this gift is the one that gives me the heart to care for all those who need it. Not to mention that the meaning of my name is "Our love" (yes, I know, look at my face and you don't see love). Somehow, I want to live up to my name, being a person who is able to care about others.
Just like a quote I like to say "my thoughts are my talent, and my heart is my gift". I am living through all this. Although I am not a great source of miracle, at least I can be sort of a catalyst to it.
I must remember, that I might be the one suffering, get spitted in the face, get hurt and be the one who struggles, but it will be a meaningful big sacrifice.
And I also know that I'm the one who's health is quite dependent on medicines, and looking at myself, I know that my self esteem is not as high that I may show to others. I know that due to my dependence to medicines, my life MIGHT be limited. But looking at what my goal is, I have to succeed in my life, and then keep giving, even if in my life, I might never be able to take a single thing.
Though I've not been showing it at all, my life have been very emotional lately. But oh well, its only worth to share it with just myself right now.
Hmm, and now, I just to keep of fighting. Just keep fighting like how I've been doing it since I was young, both mentally and physically.
This post shall be a good reminder to myself..
*Keep on going.*
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Monday, July 20, 2009- Its like 10.30pm now, and I'm quite tired. Thats pretty fast. Perhaps that was because I went to the gym just now. Did leg exercises - olympic barbell back squats, cable squats, explosive jumps at the stadium staircases, leg extensions and bla bla bla. You know what? I did so much of them that I struggled just to do a simple squat with no weights afterwards. That was pretty nasty. But what is nastier is that I just discovered that I HAVE TRACK AND FIELD TRAINING TOMORROW!! Okay, I'm starting to wonder if I can run. Oh wait, I'm wondering if I can even walk properly at first. You are welcome to call me "old man" if you see me limping tomorrow. (:
By the way, the first H1N1 case has occured at Temasek Polytechnic Applied Science School. I would really want to wish Ismail all the best on his way to fight through it. And once you're okay, I really hope that you will continue on your road to be a true Muslim. I'll be really proud of you if you do so. (:
Hah, sorry friends, I need to go now. Dad is like beside me doing stuffs. I'll post a few videos on the blog, next time, this time, for real so, really stay tuned.
*Its worth it. I know it is.*
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Wednesday, July 15, 2009- Days are passing by now. I've finally made up a study plan schedule for myself.
I seriously can't afford not to do well for my exams. Never again. No more failures.
So yep, more studying smart from now on. In fact, I'm gonna start doing my past year papers. (:
And wow, I had an assessment for Communication Skills for Apllied Science (CSAS 3 ) just now.
We were supposed to present and teach our own fellow tutorialmates on how to do a lab report. Yes, a lab report. How irritating. Lol. So yeah, my group is assigned to present about the background information, method and materials used. And you know what? I was assigned to ask questions and explain the answers. So, I came prepared with a powerpoint slide, a planned rapport and yeah, I was so prepared like how prepared I can be when it comes to accepting money. (:
And yep, I was searching my bag for my powerpoint slide which was printed on a piece of paper, and I just couldn't find it. Was panicking, and thought that I've really lost it.
I "asked Ms Viji (our CSAS3 teacher in charge) for permission to go to the washroom" and she allowed me to. And so, I went out of the room and before the door even closed, I just stand right in front of the door to call Dhaus to ask if he had accidentally taken it (coz he read it previously). He rejected the call. So, I managed to quickly infer that it is most probably at the concourse table. So, I just moved at the speed of sound to take my powerpoint slide (which thankfully was found) and calmly went up to the classroom. Well, the reason why I moved only at the speed of sound is that I did not want to move at the speed of light. I might suddenly go back or forward in time, according to Albert Einstein XD ( BLUE TEXT IS FAKE).
So yeah, was up there in the classroom and before it was my turn, I was at the corner at the front of the classroom. And guess what? My heart is beating so hard (I don't know why I was nervous), I can see my T-shirt move along with my heartbeat. So, I just acted confident, as usual, successfully got a good rapport and skinned a cat. Like seriously, I thought I would stutter throughout my presentation but I did not. I sounded a little bit shaky though (according to Atiqah) but it hardly noticeable. (:
But guess what? There are a couple to a few more presentations to be done, which includes Pharmaceutical Legislature and Marketing and also CSAS3 (again).
Hah, so that is something cool, and I really do hope that I will do well for my academic performance.
Hmm, yeah. So thats it for today. Tomorrow will be a long day. A very long one. So, I better go now. I'll be sharing a couple or a few videos soon, so hop around here sometime.
*Indeed an addict*
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Sunday, July 5, 2009- You know something? I'm pretty tired now.
I reached home at 2.30 am with dad just now because of a function at his friend's house.
I woke up and played the computer for a while before going out to the gym.
Did some tiring shoulder exercise (which gave me a headache, 'coz I exerted a lot of force to lift the weights). Oh, speaking of exercise, I am currently researching on effective exercises which can help burn your fats. So once I'm done, people are free to ask me about it - don't be shy, you can ask me for updates personally.
Hah, yeah, so I went to the library at Northpoint and found a seat to study.
Took out my tutorial worksheets and A4 papers. Was all motivated to study until I went..
"WHERE ON EARTH ARE MY LECTURE NOTES??!" And I recalled that I left them at home.
Try to search for related books to what I wanted to study, but all useful ones were borrowed.
Haha, and sadly.. yep.. have to go home.
So now here I am, revising Organic Chemistry 2. WOO. How high can I get studying all these?
So yeah, have to study now, I'll update this blog with more posts once I'm free.
*Its time to choose from my options..*
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