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Saturday, January 31, 2009- Hey, everyone, guess what? This is a very great clue...
Lol, I've got injured yesterday during my MMA training. I fell down wrongly and badly. Very. Hah. I did won 8 rounds of submission/grapple trainings, 2 losses and 2 draws. And one injury. haha. Sprained my ankle badly, hurt my shin and pulled some muscles. Cool!
So, I have to take the MRT and walk all the way home from Khatib MRT station. And you know what was crazy after I've got the injury? I laughed like mad. Thats crazy? I was limping and finding ice pack. And I'm laughing around.
So today, I went for NPCC training. The cadets had Physical Training. And I'm still injured. I demonstrated how to get to pumping position during PT, I wonder why. Oh yeah, coz they don't know, thats why...
I cant believe that I overshot my leg upwards, such that I accidentally did a handstand, followed by a scorpion. Then my leg swung hard to the floor. And I was like.. OW! in my mind. Haha. Classic moment.
And just want to tell you this, I did a lot of crazy things without my bandage on. I only had my bandage on after training. Thank you Wen Wei for putting it on for me.
Oh, just to remind all of you that..
Tomorrow is my freakin' birthday.
It seems like my birthday tomorrow will be a plain one..
I planned to cycle to Woodlands or even further, but observing the condition of my leg, I don't think so..
So, it will be quite a random event tomorrow, or a boring one.
*Hoping for a hope to come.*
`updated on- 8:41 PM
Wednesday, January 28, 2009- Hey, guess what? I cycled from Admiralty, Woodlands to my house without my daily medication, finally ate my medicine and breakfast one hour after medication, and cycled to Ang Mo Kio MRT station. Not to forget that I went back home on my bicycle. Thats a total of more than 15 km! Woo.
Trust me, on the way home from Ang Mo Kio, I can feel my ass sweating. At home, I found out that it was true! My pants was damp. Hah!
Afterwards, I went to the gym. Had an A-Okay kinda routine. As usual, did abdominal exercises in the end. Oh yeah, I talked to one of my 30+ year-old friend in the gym and he told me that he cycled all the way to CHANGI before! OMG. That is like, woah!
That guy owns. LOL.
Hah yeah, so I just studied, ate(as usual) and polished my boots! I have to wear a formal attire tomorrow, and I dont have a formal shoe. Thats why I decided to wear my boots. Cool eh? Haha. So.. yeah. Its pretty late. I better sleep now, school's starting early tomorrw.
*Get away or I'll make you*
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Monday, January 26, 2009- Hmm.
I'm alone at home. Since yesterday. I cooked my own food. Except one time when I ate food that my neighbour gave me. I'm lucky not to have poisoned myself again...
Oh yeah, I'm gonna cycle to Woodlands later, just like how I did on Saturday night.
Speaking of cycling, its been quite an effective cardio exercise for me. Cycling is definitely better than getting on a bus, except when you have to cycle all the way to Temasek Polytechnic from the Yishun Stadium area. LOL.
Its quite a lonely day today. I'm at home like most of the time. And I ate as normal, which to some people is a lot. Heh.
I just edited my timetable. I am gonna revise a lot starting from tomorrow. More past year papers, more exercising, more sleep to concentrate better and more GPAs for me!
I'm gonna do what a lot of people can't - beat the odds and make a difference.
*Its just hard, not impossible.*
`updated on- 7:59 PM
Thursday, January 22, 2009- I went to the polyclinic just now. I did not go to Poly. And guess what? I had my shoulder tendon injured. Dang. Have to prevent carrying heavy weights and intensive exercise for 2 weeks. WOW. I can't do that! But knowing myself, I definitely can recover faster. Look at my neck surgery recovery. It was fast. I just hope that I can heal as soon as possible.
Tomorrow is not a break for me.
I better study. Theres a test tomorrow. Bye.
*No time for breaks now!*
`updated on- 9:45 PM
Wednesday, January 21, 2009- Okay, its around 1230 right now, and I'm sort of waiting for the next class which starts at 1400. Currently, I am at the computer laboratory, and I'm gonna print some notes and past year exam papers.
Yesterday, I went to meet my course manager and have decided not to retain. I just want to do my best all the way(that's what I'm known for right?) and get to a University, be it local or non-local.
Had MMA training yesterday too. Finally did some kicking (woo) and good ol' stretches. But I don't know why, I just get tired too easily at that time. Played 2 submission matches with some guy there. He's bigger size than me, and hes stronger than me. And you know what? I asked him whether he goes to the gym and he said "No." NOT FAIR SIAL!!! I put in so much effort just to be less strong than a guy who does not have to put in effort. LOL. But I managed to beat him via Triangle Choke on the first game and Guillotine Choke on the second one. If you have no idea (which most of you don't), try to watch those moves on Youtube. Hehe.
And guess what? Today, I can't move my left arm much, due to a bad shoulder. A very bad one.
It kinda hurts, and yep, when you hear "hurts" from me, it really is painful to some others.
I think I cant work out my arm, shoulder and chest much because of that. Dang.
Hmm, alright, I think its better if I go now. Read on people! And please stay alive at my tagboard! See ya.
*You make me sick*
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Monday, January 19, 2009- Okayy.
Well, sorry for not blogging for soooo long. Loyal readers should know why..
My schedule is seriously tight. Projects, HRC, NPAP and more stuffs!! woo.
Okay, speaking of NPAP, I have news. The posting results of CIs in NPAP has been postponed! hahaha. Regardless, I will still keep you guys updated about it.
Saturday was Pulau Ubin Day for me. Went there as HRC trainers to serve at NPCC campsite.
Met up with my good 'ol friends, some are HRC trainers and some just come to accompany their units. One time, I was working with Mustaqim and FI Hirduwan(aka Wan_jr). Wan likes to smack my back. Somehow, his smackings were very piercing. LOL. It was a little painful, but we had a good laugh. One time, we were kicking each other rapidly and playfully over a joke.
Oh, and guess what? I am pretty tanned right now. (its blue text, the blue text is fake! I'm actually handsomely tanned right now. XD ).
My skin is like very very very very red. So red, I look like a tomato. A good looking one. Haha. I seriously have a feeling that you guys are gonna puke. Oh well, get well soon people. hehe.
After HRC, went with some malay FIs, CI instructors and trainers to eat at Tampines.Had a good time eating, talking, joking and story telling until 8.15pm. Got on bus 168 to Woodlands. Had a big time stomachache on the way there. I thought that I was gonna poop, perhaps the biggest one I have ever pooped, it felt like a nuclear reactor coming out from my ass (LMAO), but nah, it was just effects from food poisoning... Food poisoning lasted until 10 pm on Sunday, after I did a lot of desperate measures (including drinking 5 bottles of Yakult).
Yeah, Sunday was mainly studying, computer gaming and food poisoning day for me. Hah, but night was pretty okay, I chatted around for like 15-20min and exercised at home, doing some core training since I can't go to the gym(once again, thanks to darn food poisoning).
Okay, I gotta go now.
Maybe, I'm gonna reward myself by going to the gym.
And MMA training is tomorrow! Wooo!!
*I have to settle with it now. Once and for all*
`updated on- 4:01 PM
Sunday, January 11, 2009- Okay, back. Tomorrow is a Monday. Argh, I need more time to rest!
Well, I didn't manage to go to the library just now due to the fact that I had a meeting which ended up at 3pm. Cycled all the way home. Prayed, ate, used the computer for a while and went to the gym. Guess what? I not only trained with weights, I trained on my leg's flexibility too, and apparently to my standard, it kinda sucks. haha.
The coming week will be stressful again, as usual. HRC trainer duty will start the coming week too. Woo, but its kind of a good thing. I get to go to PULAU FREAKIN' UBIN!! Home sweet home to the campsite which brings memory, Campsite Resilience.
Argh, I'm kinda nervous again. NPAP commitee selection result is coming soon, followed by posting results. Hope I get what I want.
Tomorrow, I'm probably going to go to the gym at tampines to train mostly on my abdominals. Going home at 10pm. Hope it will relieve me from my stress and problems in my mind.
Hmm, I'm very tired already. I gotta go now people. Bye.
*Sacrifices have to be made on the road to success in life, but sacrifice itself does not guarantee success*
`updated on- 10:43 PM
Saturday, January 10, 2009- 200th post!!!!
I've got news. I'm likely to retain in year one. It is not that I failed very badly.
It is just that according to my calculations, it will be very hard for me to go to University with such a low standard GPA in semester one (although I passed). It is a dilemma which has been on in my mind for a very long time. I have been thinking about the consequences too - I will waste a year, I won't be talking much with friends made in my level, but it does not matter as my main objective in poly : to be able to go to University. To my opinion, friends are genuine if they will at least smile to me when they look at me as a retainee. And adding on, I can start over and kick myself up too, not to mention that I can make friends (I hope so.. I feel sad when I talk about making friends once in a while.. coz it reminds me of my feelings of rejectance that has been haunting me for like, years.. almost a quarter of my life.) So yeah, I want to go to University, get a stable and well-paid job, and repay all the good deeds to my parents, get rich, and help as many needy people as possible.
Hmm, I'm still thinking to this..
Btw, my decision will depend on my GPA for this semester. I am aiming for a perfect 4.0, but if I am to score below 3.7, thats it for me, I am going to appeal for it.
I hope that either way, it is a win-win situation.
Okay, about today.. I went for NPAP trainer selection. It was quite a smooth ride overall. However though, I was so damn tired after everything. Dozed of at home for around an hour. Could not take the fatigue. Did not go to gym today, but tomorrow afternoon it shall be. Will study at library tomorrow too!
Right now, I should just think as positive as I can, and not feel down so much (although I've been feeling sad for quite some time already..). Cheer up Rahimi! Haha.
*I need respect, at least a little*
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Tuesday, January 6, 2009- Went to school again. Didn't go to gym.. sad.
but perhaps I will go tomorrow night at Tampines gym, just maybe, I hope so.
Hmm, you know what people? My eyes are like shutting close as I type. I am seriously too tired already. Aiyo, don't think I can study tonight, unless it is completing my Cell Biology project.
I think its better that I update my wishlist. Its getting old now. And I am like, 61.7 kg. Lost weight. You know why? Its thanks to trying to lose more fats at my stomach in order to get nicer abs. LOL. And I was like wanting 70kg. I'm damn pathetic.
Schedule for tomorrow (maybe):
Get out of house.
Get on the bus.
Sleep on the way to poly on the bus.
Study.
Lunch and Study.
Study again.
Gym time.
Get on bus.
Sleep on the way home on the bus.
Go home.
Prayers and all.
Study for a while.
EAT.
Sleep.
As you can see from the above, tomorrow's schedule will be full of studying and sleeping. Yes, its very obvious. I'm sleepy, but I have to study as much as possible. Exams is like, 2 months away, I have to buck up.
*Needing encouragement.*
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Monday, January 5, 2009- Wahh, went home with a headache.
Now doing some work - Revision, NPAP admin stuffs, NPCC stuffs, and STUFFS.
I just don't wana get sick, I want to go for trainer's selection on Saturday again.
Woo! Stressed. Tomorrow shall be tiring at the start, but I will probably reward myself after I'm done with everything. Definitely maybe. Hah, I seriously think that I need a counsellor myself. Think I've been pushing myself too hard. I need some chill pill.
Someone help me. Give me $50. Please!! (okay that was random)
I think I'm seriously too tired now. Gtg bye.
*I will keep moving up and forward, I have to*
`updated on- 11:29 PM
Thursday, January 1, 2009- Firstly, I would like to wish a very happy new year to everyone. Its just like finally that I have been able to blog here, I apologise about that.
Okay, I'm back from camp since Monday, and heres a little words here from myself
To my NCOs-to-be
Congratulations for being able to pass through a camp where the 1992 and 1993-born Ytss cadets have even gone through. It was tougher and through the camp, it can be observed that you are able to face everything together strongly. It has been said already but I'm going to say again that the Skills Training Camp is just a starting mark of you being NCOs-to-be. Remember that we have a very high and positive expectations from you. The unit's fate will lie in your hand one day and I really hope that it will be time that the unit will finally get back the standard that we have been aiming for. Still remember to be humble and always keep telling yourself that you can be better. But do remember that there will be greater challenges up ahead and do not slack. If not, the tough times that you have been through are nothing but waste. Last words from me: Prove to everyone that you are worthy to be a great batch of NCOs.
Okay, and I'm on the road to be mentally and emotionally recovered. LOL, I'm kinda serious about this one, by the way. Wana know why? Ask me personally verbally then.
Oh ya. And my new year resolutions are:
-Get a nice 8 pack. LOL
-Be 70kg
-Excel in my studies
-NPAP 2009 Parade Commander
-Recover from whatever is wrong with me
-And through that, be a great person and a more sociable one.
Hah, okay, bye.
*The tough times will weaken you, kill you or make you stronger.*
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