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Sunday, July 18, 2010- I told myself that this year will be totally different chapter of my life. The chapter will be titled as "The year of my life's war". I was right. But I wasn't right because I have no choice but to. It is my decision to make this year that way.
Where can I go if I have not decided to do so?
Will I be able to face my problems right in the eye?
Will I be able to change my life for the better? Will I be able to bring the best out of myself? And will I be able to finally be at my best again?
I'll answer "No" to all the questions without fail if I did not decide to finally have all my problems solved, and to decide not to "declare war" to all the problems that I have right now.
Currently, I might not be at the best of health. I do not have the time to even watch the television. But what I can tell is that at least I am out of my comfort zone, trying to make a change in my life. Hell yeah baby, at least I took my first step forward to get this over with.
But yeah, if you're close to me, you would have realised that a lot in my life has fallen apart, but slowly, something better is building up. I just wish for the best to happen. I have done, and I am doing my best. All I have to do now is pray hard, and wait for the best outcome to happen.
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