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Monday, June 7, 2010- Currently at the worst state of my mind right now. I can't think straight.
My self-esteem, crushed. Just like that. Everything just went wrong from three days ago, til now. It just came to me like a smack to the face.
Has hope ran out for me? Feels so. I'm feeling like.. how I felt when I was down. But its the worst ever.
I can't feel anyone giving me a hand to get me out of this zone. Wait.. the only person who was there to get me out of such situation was...Myself.
I just want to be left alone now. For myself to recover. I'm at my worst right now. I want to go to... the highest storey of a tall building, and just be there alone. I want to go there now.
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