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Tuesday, March 17, 2009- NPAP parade commander results are out. They are 2 assistant commandants. Fat hope Rahimi, but its okay. Theres always next year. Have to be failure-resistant.
So yeah, today reminded me about the fact that it has been a year since I have ever worn a Number 1 uniform. Yep. ONE year. lol. The reason for such a reminder is that I accompanied my Sec 3 cadets went to HTA for them to draw their Number 1 uniform. And yep, not to mention that Gerald and Pang are drawing Number 1 uniform too.
Well, my arms are aching today. I did not get that by doing weights. I did CHIN UPS on Sunday at the gym. Chin Ups are cool, and I'm gonna keep practicing it. I'm aiming to be able to reach a maximum of 60 chin ups in one shot. All the best to me.
Practiced flexibility too. My leg managed to stretch to my neck at a roundhouse kick position. Yes, it sorta hurts but not to worry, I'll get used to it. And dont worry, I'm still man. Maybe not, im MORE THAN A MAN. heh. Speaking of leg, my ankle is still recovering. I really wonder when I'm gonna start running 5km each week..
And yeah.. I'm still getting over the fact that theres a very very tiny chance for me to get in a local University. Yeah, its stupid, but guess its fate. I hate it.
I recalled a quote which said "With failure towards a goal comes another better one"
Well, screw it, make sure its really a BETTER one or I'll definitely be fucked up. lol.
I guess that God really gave me a big-time test. Chest pains, depressions, failures, cancer, bad exam results. I've faced through all of these. Maybe God really has high expectations at me, maybe because of the responsibilities I have accepted to hold in the future. Hope everything is gonna be alright.
*The bad thing is that miracles rarely happen..*
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