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Saturday, March 21, 2009- Hey, I'm finally back. For the past few days, I have learnt quite a few lifeskills.
I was reminded that life will not be fair at some times, and to some, most of the times. They are all tests from God, which we have to face in order to be better people. There are problems which exist and they may seem like "Why the hell do they even exist? Its a big pain in the ass." But still, we have to ask ourselves on the possibilities on why they happen? Why is it that they happen to you? Or why does God let it exist? Take for example, mosquitoes. They are blood suckers, they cause sicknesses, and dengue mosquitoes can kill at times. They are definitely irritating. But perhaps, they are lessons for us to be patient, and be vigilant. Also, we know that mosquitoes breed at stagnant water. Perhaps, we have to be disciplined enough to clear off water and to respect the environment around us. I have taught about this, and its cool to learn such things. Still, God knows best.
Dad told me a thing or two about helping and charity. I'm glad that he understands about my will to help because I really do care about the society and the needy. But he told me that I shouldn't be too hard on myself to help the others right now. He told me that it is not the right time, helping people beyond my capabilities. He advised that I can do that next time where there is more time to learn and not now. What he agreed about my decision I have made long time ago was that I have decided that I can study smart, get a good certificate of education, get a great job, get a lot of money and be involved in charity and volunteer around. And yeah, of course, I can't agree more. I admit that I can't even help myself right now, yet I am trying too hard just to help a lot of people around me. Charity does start at home. Charity starts where you should help yourself first, help your mother as much as possible, followed by your dad, and then your other family members and relatives, followed by the society. Its really true, indeed.
Well, I just had a long exercise to relieve myself from 5.51pm to 7-8pm at the gym. Cycled under the block, when I saw a person running away, followed by and old man who seemed angry. The old man asked me at which direction he went. Of course, I honestly told him. I discovered that the old guy was punched on the face for no reason. That teenage kid gave a cheapshot. And you know what? The old guy lost a tooth. Poor guy. Of course, I did not accept the fact that the teenage kid punched him. Firstly, the old man is my neighbour, secondly, he is a senior citizen and thirdly, that was a cheapshot and for no reason, he gave a cheapshot. We lost that kid, but soon again, we saw him. I dropped my bag and bicycle and sprinted towards him and of course, he ran away. I was faster than him. lol. But, he managed to escape. I was just too tired. Imagine working out in the gym for two hours and not getting used to running after a long time due to and injury. Yep.. lol. Sprinted like 250m I guess. Dang. Bad stamina. I gotta run more. Walked back to the block and saw Paul, aka YTSS SJAB's big bro. Both literally and metaphorically :X.
That guy is great though. Both of us were hunting for that young teenage boy, whom only has to balls in his body - his eyeballs. That guys has no man-balls, so we searched for him. And we failed. LOL. We went for a few rounds at the neighbourhood of Khatib and went back to my block, where it all happened. The uncle actually made a police report. So, I just gave the policeman my IC number, full name and address, in case they need me. Well, I felt sorry because I was unable to successfully help my neighbour. I apologised to him but I was pretty happy that he appreciated both Paul and my help. Whatever still, I am sincere about helping him. Had a good time trying to help.
Oh well, I gotta go now. Need to sleep soon and thoroughly revise tomorrow. Bye
*I thank God for what I'm facing, be it a punishment for my sins or the tests of faith*
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