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Saturday, January 10, 2009- 200th post!!!!
I've got news. I'm likely to retain in year one. It is not that I failed very badly.
It is just that according to my calculations, it will be very hard for me to go to University with such a low standard GPA in semester one (although I passed). It is a dilemma which has been on in my mind for a very long time. I have been thinking about the consequences too - I will waste a year, I won't be talking much with friends made in my level, but it does not matter as my main objective in poly : to be able to go to University. To my opinion, friends are genuine if they will at least smile to me when they look at me as a retainee. And adding on, I can start over and kick myself up too, not to mention that I can make friends (I hope so.. I feel sad when I talk about making friends once in a while.. coz it reminds me of my feelings of rejectance that has been haunting me for like, years.. almost a quarter of my life.) So yeah, I want to go to University, get a stable and well-paid job, and repay all the good deeds to my parents, get rich, and help as many needy people as possible.
Hmm, I'm still thinking to this..
Btw, my decision will depend on my GPA for this semester. I am aiming for a perfect 4.0, but if I am to score below 3.7, thats it for me, I am going to appeal for it.
I hope that either way, it is a win-win situation.
Okay, about today.. I went for NPAP trainer selection. It was quite a smooth ride overall. However though, I was so damn tired after everything. Dozed of at home for around an hour. Could not take the fatigue. Did not go to gym today, but tomorrow afternoon it shall be. Will study at library tomorrow too!
Right now, I should just think as positive as I can, and not feel down so much (although I've been feeling sad for quite some time already..). Cheer up Rahimi! Haha.
*I need respect, at least a little*
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