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Thursday, February 14, 2008- I started my day, going to the bank. Withdrew some money out for use at the army market at lavender. Wana buy boots there. So, after that, i went to Yishun MRT station and waited and waited till the train arrives. Oh yea, looking around, theres a lot of guys holding flowers and girls holding flowers. I slowly thought, "why the hell are kids everywhere holding flowers?". Kept thinking, and thinking. "OH VALENTINES DAY!" Wow. I had such a slow reaction. I did not even realise that today was that day. Why should i even bother anyway? Screwed up world. And they're celebrating valentines. So, i just went on loner-ing all the way till Lavender MRT station. How great. Lol?
Reached army market. Saw Wei Yang, Yishun Sec ex student. He was searching around for torch light. LOL. How cool. So, i went on to search for the bloody pair of boots. I failed. LOL. What a waste. Then, went walking around at another place near Lavender. Bought a simple watch.
Boarded the train to Yishun. Wanted to alight to the station where my home is, but suddenly had no mood to go home.. so, i just went to Northpoint. Wandered around for quite long. And i mean it when i say that i really wondered aimlessly.
Finally, I decided to go home. I walked in the interchange to go to a the bus station. And.. after looking at a person there (i have no idea who that is), I recalled about a lot of things. Am i still troubled with the past, when the past is already way over? Or am i too troubled in the present, right now? I began to wonder, too, that i have been a person who hardly gives up, but where am I now? Felt like im in the middle of a bottomless pit climbing on its walls,
i cant even get to the top, finally feel the success of all my hard work trying to get out of there,
and I am stuck and cant let it go, coz if i do, i wont land on the ground. Even if i do, it will be so hard, it will break me. cool. hah, although it sounds normal, its way different. and do bear in mind that if i reveal a negative feeling, it aint a slight one.
*I am sad. I am really really sad. and amazing. wow.*
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