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Wednesday, February 27, 2008- woke up, and made banana yoghurt. Oh ya! and i heard that egg white can be mixed with yoghurt and you wont taste it(unless u added too much egg white). Knowing that its a good source of protein, i added some to the yoghurt. LOL. Added a lil bit of honey to the yoghurt too. Surprisingly, it tasted nice. And, its a rich source of protein and carbohydrate. woo. Also ate eggs and bacons with white bread, sort of like a sandwich. Made one by myself after accidentally dropped the one mum made on the floor. -_-
Proudly took a picture of it. LOL.
and, what the hell is the $10 note doing there??! lol. Oh yea, its a breakfast which is light, yet makes me energetic before hittin' the gym at 11.30. woo. Surprisingly, i can carry heavier weights than 3 weeks ago. Woot!after hittin' the gym, used the computer for a while and then went to YTSS for NP..
Brought along half a bottle of extra yogurt drink. lol, just in case i feel tired.
Then.. blablablablablablabla, and went to burger king to buy a double mushroom swiss burger, walk for a few min at Northpoint, and bought breaded prawn on stick at Old Chang Kee.
And finally, took the bus home.
And now, here i am, blogging.
woo.
haha, owrite, thats it 4 today. see yer.
*I'm definitely more sick than i seemed. And its not only in terms of health.*
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Monday, February 25, 2008- I managed to fix the better computer. Now the worse computer crashed!! lol.
Im so pathetic. URGH. old com has corrupted files. I DINDNT BOTHER TO DOWNLOAD PORN!
I dont like porn, and im way more manly than all the men i know. LOL. wait a minute.. DUH! of course im way more manly. :D
Well, i'm thinking of going to the gym on wednesday. After talking with newfound CI fren, Mustaqim, im sorta feeling that exercising is waaay cooler than cool. lol. I dont smoke either, i dont drink, i dont take drugs, i exercise. Me healthy man gonna be! wooo!
Oh ya! I got this wild imagination that i can do cool stuns and spin rifles at the same time. Well, i can spin rifles, but i dont do cool stuns. I do crazy stuns. -_-. better luck next time. grr.
I'm still on the road to gaining healthy weight! can i be 65kg on 1 April? ah shit!! how i wish. Okay, thats my aim. 65kg by April!! woo.
*Dear family, can you please stop assuming and confirm before judging on something, especially me? (: Politely saying with thnx, Rahimi*
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Thursday, February 21, 2008- In fields where nothing grew but weeds, I found a flower at my feet, bending there in my direction.
I wrapped my hands around its stem and pulled until its roots gave in, finding there what I've been missing. And I know...
what a song.. lol. "The Good Left Undone."
wow, speakers not working, so, cant listen to songs, for example, the freaking song on my blog. -_-.
this is sad.
Oh yea, I find these "Yo-mama" jokes quite funny..
-Yo mama is so poor that burglars went in her house and left some money behind.
-Yo mama is so fat, we had to run a marathon to go around her.
-Yo mama so skinny she turned sideways and dissapeared.
-Yo mama is so poor, she passed by some beggars and they gave her money.
wow. haha orite, i gotta go now peeps, seeya. (:
*How can I ever make it come true? Darn it.*
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Wednesday, February 20, 2008- ehem. lets start with this. Firstly, im going to Temasek Polytechnic, studying Biomedical Science. Wow, its pretty far eh? lol.
Okay, lets start with today. I went for NPCC at Yishun Town Sec (once again, and still going tml).
Actually, im kinda sad the whole day. lol. only little bit happy at some times. Well, cause of some matters la, thats y i sad, and to Amanda and Jimei, i wasnt rejected. LOL.
I also tried to call people "cute", "pretty" or "handsome" today. I dono why. Very random, thats me. Well, its something that can help me smile for a while.
hmm. i'll talk about my dream. I dreamt that i was having a legal streetfight with 3 people, one of them being a wrestler, Triple H. LOL. urgh. Was woken up by mum. I was like.. ARGH DAMN! i was going for the next match, and im darn good at it!! lol. That was such a cool dream.
aiyo. hah. nothing much to say today la. But i'll try to find a way to tell more about life and all.
Having a darn headache now. grr.
*And i kept telling myself, that there is hope from my efforts.. will it happen?*
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Monday, February 18, 2008- Have you ever thought that you would like to give as much as you can to a person or two, but you know that you will have nothing back in return? However, you still want to do as much as you can?
There are two different things which can make this possible. Firstly, its sincerity. Secondly, it would be the word which people are mistaken about. What is more than love itself. One that i would like to exclude is where people are so confused and blinded, thought of love, but it ain't really it. So, the two real things are love, and sincerity. Without these two things, the world would be in a mess, like how it almost is right now. How far do you agree with me? Yes, there are charities, there are no profit organisations that are helping these people. But have you ever thought that there are still others out there who needs these two values?
Without these two values, too, (im not bragging, but) i would be a loser and nothing better, unlike right now, where i am still a loser, but also have compassion for people. And yes, there are people that i love, and there are people who i would sincerely want to be rooting for, no matter how hard it is. And sometimes, these two values can be so strong, people can do as much as sacrifices just for the benefit of the people who they want to sacrifice for. Have you ever felt this before? You should honestly ask yourself, but you dont have to be guilty if you dont have any of the two values. Try to understand, and feel for others, even it is hard. Put in effort so that you will be a person who loves and have sincerity. It only takes effort to do so.
Honestly, I would have been a person full of fear and stuffs if not for these two things.
And even through hardships and all, i still want to continue with these two values that i have for people, even if i end up feeling sad and happy, or just sad.
Haha, and yeah, people must also learn to be appreciative to others so that love and sincerity can last.
last but not least... 600 different people have viewed my blog in 3 weeks! woo.
*Have you ever thought of it? Makes me wonder myself.*
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Sunday, February 17, 2008- I was at home the whole day. Idled around, planned some stuffs, eat(as usual), and exercised(must do). I seriously feel so pathetic right now. The computer i usually use is spoilt. Have to fix it, and use a backup computer. I can't listen to sounds and musics, play youtube videos and all, but at least i can blog. Hah, I'll be grateful. I have a desire to put a bench in my room, but unfortunately, i can't afford one and theres no benches at home.
Hah, lets talk about Saturday. Along with the "veterans of NPCC" who originally belong to YTSS and Mr Soh, we made a watchtower!! It stands at 5++ metres and is so darn awesome. The first real one i have helped to make (a round of applause for me please (: ). Some of us have ropeburns, and yep, i still have it now. I remembered climbing around frm 2 - 3 metres without much safety and tying lots of lashings to tie up wooden spas together. Honestly speaking, although it took hours of time and effort, as well as endurance (through ropeburns and darn pain gastric pain), its quite an enjoyable thing to do. Hah, and i still remember that Jacqueline, Jinglin, Masdiyanah, Zhuang Yi and thought of doing foot drills on the construction platform.
YTSS students can check it out too, but please DONT FOOL AROUND WITH IT OR IM GOING TO KILL YOU! lol. serious.
hah, and im gonna try and learn the butterfly kick soon! i think. lol
*though we all know that i'll end up losing a lot, i know that i should prevent others from doing so too.*
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Thursday, February 14, 2008- I started my day, going to the bank. Withdrew some money out for use at the army market at lavender. Wana buy boots there. So, after that, i went to Yishun MRT station and waited and waited till the train arrives. Oh yea, looking around, theres a lot of guys holding flowers and girls holding flowers. I slowly thought, "why the hell are kids everywhere holding flowers?". Kept thinking, and thinking. "OH VALENTINES DAY!" Wow. I had such a slow reaction. I did not even realise that today was that day. Why should i even bother anyway? Screwed up world. And they're celebrating valentines. So, i just went on loner-ing all the way till Lavender MRT station. How great. Lol?
Reached army market. Saw Wei Yang, Yishun Sec ex student. He was searching around for torch light. LOL. How cool. So, i went on to search for the bloody pair of boots. I failed. LOL. What a waste. Then, went walking around at another place near Lavender. Bought a simple watch.
Boarded the train to Yishun. Wanted to alight to the station where my home is, but suddenly had no mood to go home.. so, i just went to Northpoint. Wandered around for quite long. And i mean it when i say that i really wondered aimlessly.
Finally, I decided to go home. I walked in the interchange to go to a the bus station. And.. after looking at a person there (i have no idea who that is), I recalled about a lot of things. Am i still troubled with the past, when the past is already way over? Or am i too troubled in the present, right now? I began to wonder, too, that i have been a person who hardly gives up, but where am I now? Felt like im in the middle of a bottomless pit climbing on its walls,
i cant even get to the top, finally feel the success of all my hard work trying to get out of there,
and I am stuck and cant let it go, coz if i do, i wont land on the ground. Even if i do, it will be so hard, it will break me. cool. hah, although it sounds normal, its way different. and do bear in mind that if i reveal a negative feeling, it aint a slight one.
*I am sad. I am really really sad. and amazing. wow.*
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Monday, February 11, 2008- okay okay, lets start it off with this..
101st POST!!
Some things to add on. I'm a lesbian. LOL. I am interested in women and not men. I'm man.
So, im a man, and im lesbian. Therefore, im a lesbian-man! woo. wow rahimi, wow.
cool eh cool eh? wad a theory i made up. and you should here the theory i invented. Some of you have heard of it, but im the inventor of this line.
"Is your father ever horny? You said no? You're a liar and a moron, MORON! 'Coz if your father is never horny, YOU WON'T BE ALIVE, JUNIOR!"
lol, im its either that im talented in making theories or i have nothing better to do. lalala. not telling which one it is.
and yeah, this blog is doing quite okay. 400+ different people have been reading this blog for the past 1 or 2 weeks. woot. Thank you readers. tata.
*im not sure whether the news that i'll be telling them is a good or bad one"
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Saturday, February 9, 2008- Today's blog is about.. Miss Zur'ain binte Salim.
Also nicknamed "aiinx" and "donkey" by yours truly (ehem, me), this girl/woman is the person i am chatting to right now. lol. Seriously, I want to randomly blog about you. GOT PROBLEM??! lol.
if have problem, your problem. :P. im blogging about you...neninenipoopoo.
Zurain is sad coz she doesnt have a valentines date, but i told her that even if she has, she cant celebrate it, shes a muslim. She also claims that shes not pretty when we can see millions(although im exaggerating, quite a lot still) of men are chasing after her. She is seriously contradicting. Right right? Seriously, not to my opinion, but as a fact, she has bad taste. She goes for guys like Tom Felton, other blondes, and stuff. If she has good taste, she would have chased after me. LOL. wow.
Out of the topic now, i'm seriously being thicked skinned now. LOL.
in the year 2006, i have released this set of topic discussions called "Guess wad aiinx typed on MSN?" and it was a great hit, with a guy named Mok Jia Jun being the greatest fan, hu has enthusiastically replied to the topic. Lol, the series of topic discussions was a great hit. Good thing i stopped, or she would have burnt my house down.
And and, she's nice. She has small eyes!! if she smile or do anything like that. BUT SHE DOES NOT AGREE!! LOL. if she smile and her eyes arent small, shes fakin' her eyes!! lol. and and, she likes to say that my special eyes are small. Okay, i have to admit it, its true.
And and, last of all, she doesnt noe that she is so special, she is priceless (seriously).
and she can brighten people's day with real, sincere, happy smile on her face.
so, zurain,heres for you:
you're one of a kind,
sugar in the mind,
way super fine,
girl hus not mine.
that rhymes so good huh? sounds wrong though. lol, the last line i mean. haha.
owrite! signing off now. see yer every1.
*why celebrate a day of love, when you can spread love to everyone everyday? i see no point in valentines.. when theres so much hatred around this world, through so many people*
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Wednesday, February 6, 2008- How to know that I am pissed off. LOL. random post.
- I will not feel like talking about the matter. Will sometimes say that im too lazy to talk about it.
- I will seem to smile, but it will look different.
- You will see that my emotions is a little bit unbalanced.
- If it is too much, i will show "my rage". Hardly happens.
- I will show a "different face".
- I will throw the thing i am holding and get out of there.
- Sometimes, will act as though I am okay, but I will look distracted. Just see la!
Oh ya, going to Johor. Like wth. If i were to make a wish right now, i wish for a hundred thousand dollars. And give parents $10, 000 so that i wont go there. And i will ask some people out to get them treated. And I will buy the things i've been wanting. And save for Poly. And help others.
Orite, gtg. MUM NAGS YOU KNOW! -_-. lol.
*If you have ever felt lonely, do bear in mind that I've been needing a person more than you do.*
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Sunday, February 3, 2008- Well, today, it was darn boring. "Imprisoned" at home. Im hungry. Im cold. Im sad. Im frustrated. I still cant express myself properly. How i really feel. All these. Im pathetic. lol. What a start to being 17. Im helpless. Not sure if im hopeless, just dont want to be that way.
*Im not cold-hearted. Im not emotionless. Perhaps I may seem emotionless for a good reason. Cause my emotions are darn strong, and if i show it, it will really be that big. Maybe it can hurt people. And theres two places where i can really tell how i really feel. This blog ( I cant really do it), or, myself. And wow, how can i really help others, give them a better chance in life, when i cant do it to myself.*
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- HAH! Check this out, people. It proves that I have HIGH EQ POINTS!! lol. serious. and I did not cheat the test itself.
| Your EQ is 173 |
 Two possibilities - you've either out "Dr. Phil-ed" Dr. Phil... or you're a dirty liar. Seriously though, your whole "Don't Worry, Be Happy" philosophy is really what defines emotional intelligence. You're warm, open, and very optimistic. You know how to act appropriately, even if you don't feel like it. You are a good communicator, and you have little difficulty with personal relationships - even when you're dealing with difficult people. In general, you are successful, capable, together person. You get what you want out of life. |
What's Your EQ (Emotional Intelligence Quotient)?
173 EQ points. I honestly answered the questions. This is so darn cool. lol.
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Friday, February 1, 2008- okay okay. Happy Birthday To ME! lol.
Before going to Yishun Town Secondary School, i bought a birthday cake. Got busted because the darn baker dint take off the price tag at the tray. LOL. $27.90. Dedicated the cake to the NCOs.
Firstly, would like to thank everyone hu wish me a happy birthday and bla bla bla. Haha, and also also! i would like to thank 5 people (Zurain, Stephanie, Valerie, Sylvia and Vicky *in no order* =X) for the birthday presents. Tell you the truth, when i checked out the presents, i was like.."Rahimi! I know you're touched! But DONT CRY! Later they think u emo gayshit.ehem. faeces."
Omg, and those presents are super cool. Wana see wana see? Okay, you get to see!
Over here, we have a present which is not just a book, but something much better. Inside, there are messages and photos inside. Its like so awesome when i look thru the books. Firstly, I do not know where on EARTH they can get those pictures. Hah, some pics, i've been wanting to have last time, but did not get them. And it brings back lotsa memories. Can't describe much, but its really really cooooll!!
hehehe. Cupcake baked by Zurain, yes, she bakes thats so cool. LOL. Wow, thnx thnx thnx a lot! actually, smelled darn super woot!!... nice. lol. Resisted myself from eating them first. If only food can last. LOL. nvm. i can eat them, and I will be what i eat. CUPCAKES. woo.
ok, shuddup rahimi, thats irritating.
well, that all for today.. i guess..
good bye..
*Have you ever heard about the man who have lived through so many different kind of pains? You're reading his blog.*
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