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Sunday, November 18, 2007- Today is simply tiring yet sickening. I have to do like, quite some work here, and i have to take care of a SPOILT BRAT!
simple saying, this makes me sick. lol. I havent been exercising a lot lately. Simply meaning that stress is piling up. And please la. A lot of problems are piling up on my mind. I dont blame stress for messing with my mind. Serious, i miss doing jobs which needs a lot of responsibility.
But, all these days, a lot of things are simply pissing me off. I seriously dont like the way my dad scolded my mum, and its all the spoilt brat's fault. yea yea. hes just a small kid. but his attitude sux like a freaking male whore. oops dont mind my language. bloody hell. the brat scolded my grandma last time, and people are just restricting me from teaching him a lesson la.
like please man, y cant people stop looking down on me? Its OKAY if they just leave me to being a loner, but i really cant stand being treated like trash la. Do u know that its sickening? S-I-C-K-E-N-I-N-G! oh yea. i mean it.
And wana noe the best part? Its not that im addicted to the computer or anything. Its just that i need to depend on doing things which keeps my mind filled so that i can forget about all the nonsense that are given to me. Not challenges, but NONSENSE. And they go on insulting me about my dependence with computer. Like look at urselves la! Please la. look at yourselves first, simply reflect on what wrong you do first before you even look at me can?
And.. haiya.. today. Theres just something which spoiled my spirit today.. I just don't wana talk about it. Only God and I know.. so far..
*all i want, is a little piece of heaven.*
`updated on- 10:15 PM
