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Tuesday, November 20, 2007- came back frm chalet. yesterday, oni eat, swim and stuff.
After swimming, dono what to do. Like serious la. Others are busy with their own stuffs. So what to do? i just go to the shop and buy bubbles lor. Serious. Thats how hard it is for me. What to expect, sit at one area and keep quiet? can. But later they say i emo or whatever. like plz la. What to do seh. After blowing bubbles around, go arcade to clear my mind. Was sort of angry of my problems..
Was stupid too. Alone there. Play like one pathetic person.
Then, when go home, say bye to others la. and they were so quiet. Like what??!
bye oso dont respond? like wth la. Like i still remember last nite can. SOMEONE bumped into me by accident and asked me to go to hell. Like, go and F ur dog la! wth la.
Like, i dont want to show my temper there can? dont want spoil their mood.
At least im being selfless. not like some others.
Then go home. Sister is like wtf la. Dont even clean up her mess. And mum is like shouting across and stuffs. im sick of it la. Can they at least give me a break?
Can someone at least care? Sick la. You think fun is it, trying to be a good person when people JUST piss u off.
and got more la!! masdiyanah knows why. pissed la.
*this isnt helping me at all. i really need help here.*
`updated on- 4:37 PM