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Thursday, October 4, 2007- argh.. i feel so bad...
i hate this so much. i dont think i can last long enough to keep people happy now.
and the only way i can make this last so long is through lying, which i obviously wont.
i hate to lie so much.
i guess... i have to tell the others my actual personal fact. argh. so hate it.
its kinda hard to understand this situation, coz right now, only a few people know what im going through.
right.. i noe this will hurt others. and mostly, me. a lot. i soo know its gonna happen.
i just dont know how im gonna face this. But, urgh. ill just have to do it!
*in life, most of the time, we dont seem to get what we want. it seems that we rarely, or never get what we want. but this is where life has its gift for us. we have challenges, we have obstacles. yes, and guess wad? sometimes, if we really make it through this obstacle, we will definitely get something better than wad we wanted at first.*
*7 days to graduation day. the day my emotions are let out. i will really b so darn depressed when we wont get to see each other.*
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