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Tuesday, September 18, 2007- well, had enough being angry yesterday. actually started out the day being tired. but everything changed when i get some of my prelim results back. for ur information, i used to suck a lot at chemistry and physics. trust me that. im the E8 kinda person for that. how cool is that? uber cool? although i did not score that well (got C5 for science prelim). cant believe that i got top 10 for science-physics. im glad, but must do much better for Os. Theres a message "good effort" at my science paper. however, quite upset at some matters, especially the fact that im not THAT ready for science. have to buck up a lot. if i can skip 3 grades, i can surely skip another 2 to 3 grades for O level. btw, in science prelim, im a totally loyal member of the 55 gang. made up when a row of my frens got 55 for chem. lol n guess wad? i got 55 for physics too!
Also, got the most important subject's results back. i was like a borderline student at the pass results at English la. a lot of times get D7.. however, it aint just a pass. I managed to score 59. i noe i noe. its only a C5. but i have achieved a higher standard! Got a taste of gettin 2nd in class in english. w00t! my storyline for essay is not bad, but the problem is my expression. gotta work hard on it. Frustrated a little la. ONE MORE FREAKING MARK, CAN GET 1ST IN CLASS AND A B4!!! nvm nvm. i must work harder. i noe that im an underdog at science and english, but i can prove further that i can score a distinction for those 2 subjects!
Right after that, went to 3rd level to read book. then there comes fatin nazurah frm sec 2. got prob in maths. and u noe wad? i no longer have to study abt that topic, and i almost totally forgot abt it!
Got back pains when going and at home, even right now. too tired la. haiya.. tml still got night study!!!! and praying hard that i will get good results for my other subject (and at least an improvement for poa, ccoz i know that im failing it.)
*last thing, i wana say thnx to the ppl hu motivated me not to give up. and the another hu told me to carry on, even with nothing with me. and to cikgu zahara for motivating me in malay, and i am committing myself in malay thnx to u terima kasih cikgu! and mr emmanuel teo also, for encouraging me to improve.(although u dint mention my name in one of the people hu u expect to have a distinction, i still want to prove a point that even an underdog can make it!*
PS: i feel like going back to my ugly mode for a while.
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