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Monday, September 17, 2007- wad a sick day. ended the day in schl being sick. almost got fever, but sensed it. HAD and having a bad headache. Wana noe something? I have people hu i trust, i have people hu i think will understand. i was wrong!
I always wanted to make other people happier, whether it is the future or present. But y cant i be helped, even for a single shit? Trust me, i was feeling darn hot just now. straight away went to toilet, open shirt and wet myself with water. Think i can help it? i had to sink my head in the darn sink. and what were my frens there doin? watchin' me, mockin the shit out of me. Think its fun meh? Do u noe that i had to lie down and rest at the darn sink table, when u all went out? do u noe how fucked up i was?! I, also have my own negative feelings. I, also have my problems. Do u noe that i can hardly walk straight after i stand up? U noe how fucked up that is?
Thats why i say. i cant depend on others anymore. I cant easily put my trust on others. Like seriously, how do u feel when these people are only ur fine weather frens, and only treat u nicely when they need u. Go F*** ur own mom, get in ur dad's asshole, and make him look pregnant like ur mum F*** him after u F*** her la! I'll make sure U'll be my bi**h!!
Go home oso like wad seh. Get in toilet to wash up, guess wad i saw? some unhygienic idiot dono how to flush toilet bowl. ask the ppl to flush, came back in, still dont flush. Dont understand what i tokin ah? want me to get u in the toilet bowl then understand? u noe wad? i have to flush it, like 10++ times alrdy, for other people!
Thought wad? i daily DIRT cleaner isit? i dont want to talk much abt it liao. i totally giv up la. nothing to say.
haiya. so stressed la. and these things are not so big of a mistake, but they keep happening..
*how i wish i got a real, happy life.*
`updated on- 8:07 PM
