I'm an addict who doesn't live free

Thursday, September 3, 2009

Just something to share with someone. I actually went to the polyclinic for a checkup regarding my injured leg. Currently having shin splint. Went for a radiology test/ X-ray. The test did not detect any unusual results (Visible cracklines, Unusual bone density). However, the doctor indicated that the X-ray test is not perfect, and might not be accurate and precise enough when it comes to finding any lines of fractures. Therefore, I have to keep a close watch on my shin and go back for another checkup if its still not okay. For those who do not know, I have been having this for almost 2 months. So, I'll update you guys about it aite?

Well, all that aside, I just wana share some things here. I did deadlift for the first time in my exercise routine today. For those who do not know what deadlift is, just google it down. The maximum I did was only 50 kg. Hopefully, I will be able to increase it to 60kg, or perhaps even to my own weight or heavier. Also, I would do around 200-300 half squats a week. My aim is to be able to do 500 half squats in one shot. Wish me luck people! haha

Okay, speaking of weights, I just lost 1.5kg after the one and a half week of the fasting month. My weight has gone down from 65kg to 63.5kg. Don't know whether that's good or not, but I'm still gonna go for 70kg. Haha, yep

So, I finally have time to post up stuffs on my blog. Right now, I just have to think of good stuffs to post about. Any suggestions, just tell me or tag me yeah?

*Struggles up ahead*

11:38 PM

Sunday, August 30, 2009

After weeks of mugging, getting busy, a lot of nights with lack of sleep, I am officially announcing that this shall be my next blog post!! woo.

Yesterday night, I went to YTSS for the combined Uniformed Group ROD night. Well, the most exciting part of it was that I get to see my squadmates again. That was one hell of a great feeling. You know what? I got very high for the first one hour of my time there. LOL. I did it simply because I had no life and wish to clear off all the burden in my mind. (:
Me and my squadmates who were present took a pic during the night. Aaron was not in the picture.

21st batch of NCOs

Well yeah, it was some sort of enjoyable night for me too. It totally reminds me of the times I had 2 years ago, I mean, my own ROD night.

The most memorable part of that night, to me is when we shouted the Warfront cheer in the parade square with my squadmates, the 21st batch of NCOs. Really reminded me of the times back at the days when I was a cadet, leading the cheers and shoutings in my squad.

The 2nd most memorable part of that night is definitely singing "Pearly Shells" with the 22nd batch of NCOs. Well, I was actually one of the people in charge of their squad before they became student leaders in their own rights. And Pearly Shells was their favourite song. They would just sing that song out of nowhere during sing-a-long sessions and go high after singing it. Hmm, seriously reminded me of my good ol' days.

Somehow, I miss those times that I had then. I am confident to say that it was the tough times that really brought us together, and those are the times that left a lot of memories for me to remember about. But yeah, Life has to go on for us. We can't just ignore the fact that our days are gone and treat it the way we want it to be. We have to move on, and experience the beauty of life that we will be heading on in our path. But you know what? Not everything applies to what I've said. The 21st batch of NCOs are going for an outing on December! Hah, yeah. I'll be looking forward to that. Its possible that I would be one of the person planning for that outing.

And yep, lets look ahead and move on with life now. See you all.

10:21 PM

Monday, August 10, 2009

It seems that the last time I have seen a bunch of people with passion in their eyes is just a few days ago. That was the time when myself, along with two others put in the motivation to the sec 3(2009) NCOs. Though we were the ones motivating them (whether good or bad), it was them who decided to have the passion in them. It totally reminded me of a younger version of myself. It reminded me of the time where I was foolish, stubborn and passionate enough to give my all no matter what the situation I was in. That was both good, and bad. But the difference between me right now and this batch of NCOs is that they have each other and I am the one watching over myself.
Still, I would like to give my thanks to this batch of NCOs for the memories I had. It really reminds me of the days where I (felt) much younger.

So, what is this "thing" called passion?
So far, in this literally short life of mine which is full of lesson and values, I've not seen many people with the passion.

Okay, try to imagine this:
You have a plastic cup with holes in it. And you cover a brightly lighted candle with the plastic cup. If you do so, you will see lights shining outstandingly throught the holes.

Now looking back at this theory, the fire from the candle is your heart. The plastic cup is your physical being. The brighter the fire, the greater your passion.
Got it already? This "passion" is actually an emotion inside a person, which comes from the heart. If you really meant it, and you really have the passion for it, it sets the fire in your heart. It can be seen through your eyes and your aura, which can be felt by the people surrounding you. And when you have it, trust me, you will feel something so good, which is one of the best feelings that Mankind will ever been given.
Live and do things with passion, and trust me, you will have a meaningful life ahead.

And remember that:
With passion, you can push yourself to the limits. With passion, you can change things around you. And with passion, you can do things beyond your imagination.

*If life for me is different from now..*

9:46 PM

Sunday, August 9, 2009

Hey guys, I'm finally back. I'll be posting a blog shortly today. So, Stay tuned!

5:10 PM

Thursday, July 30, 2009

Okay awesome!

I went to the gym today, and I actually planned to work out for only an hour, but it lasted for 2 hours and 15 min.
I did a good shoulder workout. Right now, it is a torture to simply raise up my hand. Well, its all thanks to the encouragements and help that my friends (who are old enough for me to call "Uncle) gave me. These bunch of strong peeps are very good at pushing their friends to their limits. Thats awesome, coz I was pushed beyond my limits.

Oh, speaking of workouts, I am currently having a shin injury. Yes, another injury, once again.
I'm simply full of injuries, I know. But oh well, that simply means I can't run for some weeks now, which is much of a bad news. Not to worry, coz I have a feeling that I'm recovering pretty fast now. And once I'm done recovering, I'll be doing more runs and leg exercises. It'll be as awesome as ever.

*Let down by a lie I told myself*

12:35 AM

Thursday, July 23, 2009

I have been observing myself lately.
It seems that I am getting weaker in terms of health, but it seems that my mentality to keep fighting for my best has been growing stronger. Yes, its true that life is getting less than kind now, but yeah, I've been motivating myself all the way. I know for myself that getting motivated in my kind of state is a very hard thing to do, but yeah, I've went this far and I can't turn back for now.

I need to remember that I am born with a gift. And this gift is the one that gives me the heart to care for all those who need it. Not to mention that the meaning of my name is "Our love" (yes, I know, look at my face and you don't see love). Somehow, I want to live up to my name, being a person who is able to care about others.

Just like a quote I like to say "my thoughts are my talent, and my heart is my gift". I am living through all this. Although I am not a great source of miracle, at least I can be sort of a catalyst to it.

I must remember, that I might be the one suffering, get spitted in the face, get hurt and be the one who struggles, but it will be a meaningful big sacrifice.

And I also know that I'm the one who's health is quite dependent on medicines, and looking at myself, I know that my self esteem is not as high that I may show to others. I know that due to my dependence to medicines, my life MIGHT be limited. But looking at what my goal is, I have to succeed in my life, and then keep giving, even if in my life, I might never be able to take a single thing.

Though I've not been showing it at all, my life have been very emotional lately. But oh well, its only worth to share it with just myself right now.
Hmm, and now, I just to keep of fighting. Just keep fighting like how I've been doing it since I was young, both mentally and physically.

This post shall be a good reminder to myself..

*Keep on going.*

12:18 AM

Monday, July 20, 2009

Its like 10.30pm now, and I'm quite tired. Thats pretty fast. Perhaps that was because I went to the gym just now. Did leg exercises - olympic barbell back squats, cable squats, explosive jumps at the stadium staircases, leg extensions and bla bla bla. You know what? I did so much of them that I struggled just to do a simple squat with no weights afterwards. That was pretty nasty. But what is nastier is that I just discovered that I HAVE TRACK AND FIELD TRAINING TOMORROW!! Okay, I'm starting to wonder if I can run. Oh wait, I'm wondering if I can even walk properly at first. You are welcome to call me "old man" if you see me limping tomorrow. (:

By the way, the first H1N1 case has occured at Temasek Polytechnic Applied Science School. I would really want to wish Ismail all the best on his way to fight through it. And once you're okay, I really hope that you will continue on your road to be a true Muslim. I'll be really proud of you if you do so. (:

Hah, sorry friends, I need to go now. Dad is like beside me doing stuffs. I'll post a few videos on the blog, next time, this time, for real so, really stay tuned.

*Its worth it. I know it is.*

10:27 PM

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Name: Rahimi
Personality: Light-hearted, kind and joyous at one side, but has a dark and vengeful personality at the other.
Age: 18
Birthday: 1st February 1991
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School: Temasek Polytechnic Applied Science
Course: Biomedical Science
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be 70 kg by end of year!
Go to University!
be able to do the butterfly twist stunt
be independent and safe from daily medicine
be famous
a new pair of shoes
able to do 500 half squats in one shot
perfect-8 pack =X
Save someone's life
~~Learn Mixed Martial Arts (MMA)~~
go for a running event
~~A bicycle!! woohoo~~
more clothes, or i'll be going naked soon enough
Parade Commander for any BIG EVENT!
Have my own part-time job
Get in OFficer Cadet School

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